Has your fantasy ended ?

Time's Up

2011-05-14T21:10:00.000-07:00

Time's up boy, are you ready for the judgement day? I know it's harsh to throw you straight into the face, but you did a bad job in the past weeks. No excuses huh?

From the beginning, you swore that you wished to do something ---change, yes, to change your lifestyle so that you could do much better.

It was a disgrace to believe you and I'm so frustrated. You slacked around, played like a fool, ignore your businesses like nobody else...what on earth did you think you were doing? Another Einstein who does not need to study and score? Foolish you~!

Then came the halt when you started picking up the real stuffs at the pit stop. Then again, you came across troubles to be focus, to be awake. There you go, dug your own grave, half buried, hands left. All you can do is to use your consciousness well, find a way to escape by your own hands, or die in there.

There were several times that the lightning strike, the downpour came and the storm engulf the world. You barely withheld and how was an enigma.

It's time to rise up upon summon by the lords, the gods, the destiny that you have to embrace. Spawning your energy, your intelligence, your soul and truth, rise up and fight, for you'll be the champion in survival.

Time is up, stay alert while the enemy is crawling nearer. Get ready and dominate them. Are you ready boy?

Yes, I am ready, with her accompany.

Bring It On...

2011-05-02T07:31:00.000-07:00

Yeah, bring it on, assignments or exams, for I am a pupa in metamorphosis...

I went to play badminton with friends today again, not realizing how much time I spent in badminton...until I enjoyed my lunch with the pals only did I find that I am in deep shit.

I feel tired, but I am not a weak man, I don't run from the reality, I don't run from work, for I am able to resolve any problems arise...

I don't care even if I need to stay up whole night long. I just don't care.

Enough

2011-04-25T00:42:00.000-07:00

I have had enough shits in my life, I am tired and sicked of it.

I announce the end of my foolishness of not putting effort into my works, it's just frustrating seeing others climbing to a higher level than I do.

Whenever I encounter projects, I fail to live up to the terms, procrastinating and stick my ass to watching stupid videos and induced me to do stupid stuffs. This, directly affect my life and therefore making me a zombie, failing to stay awake in classes, focus on lectures and many more.

Let's start living Jack, or you'll die in hell fire. I mean it.

DIGI INTERNET PIMP MY DAY CHALLENGE WITH THE LOL INCORPORATED and SWATCH

2010-01-10T00:08:00.000-08:00

Whatsup friends~! I was so yellow minded yesterday that I nearly got insomnia these two days. Yeah~!!! I was so excited and so i decided to follow the yellow master of all time. He made up my day by leading me to this special place called MardiGras. I was so hooked up with the events the yellow master introduced me to.

Yes people, you've missed the fun of all time. Let me tell you now so that you can be more envied~!

I entered the DIGI INTERNET PIMP MY DAY contest~! Yellow master DIGI made me so excited with all the events.

I felt a little fever but that couldn't put the heat off...indeed, I felt even HOTTER~! Went to 1 Utama yesterday morning and met up with my comrades of the day --- THE LOL INCORPORATED.

When time came, we registered ourselves at MardiGras. I never knew it was a pub and it was so cool to see so many contestants wearing sexy shirts~! Yeah I have to admit that I was turned on not by the hot girls around but the contest itself~!!!

We were required to try our best to complete 8 challenges. The MC told us it was UNLIKELY...but we tried our best and we NEARLY finished.

Alright...I shall leave out the boring part about the introduction to rules or whatsoever...moving up to the challenge now~!

We ran to the lift and we went into it...TING....TING...but the floor remained the same~! ISH...then we took escalator to Celebrity Fitness but we found that there were quite some teams waiting there~ OMG what a bad start...

No sweat no sweat...we quickly moved ourselves to It's A HIT! Battle Cage...roar...this cage was extremely dangerous with tigers and lions around...yeah right! It was a baseball game~!!! It was hard...but I could still manage to get at least 6...Pheww...Victoria looked like the real chicken little just that the sky was not falling...thats all...xD

Then we moved to DIGI Music...watched out for the bad romance and Mr. Lonely~! We needed to download *mamamama* Lady Gaga and *...I'm gonna be with you* Akon's song~!!! WOW...DIGI Internet Broadband was so incredible~!!! I clicked on it, and poooff it completed the download...so strong and fast! Of course, with our stunning speed of typing only we could do that in short time...don't believe we're fast typer? We did all the facebook typing test and we got broke the SLOWEST leh~! we're the record breaker and holder ah...dont pray pray...

Here and there we looke for the rainforest to do some Orang Asli stunts...using the most ancient way to play darts~! Aiks...very interesting right? No fear no fear...you can open your favourite Sejarah textbook and look at the pictures...that's all and you'll get the fun...lol...this live SNIPERING was such a fun that you needed to control well of your breath...cause my teammates blew too soft...I blew too hard~!!! no eye see...

Its the Da Vincci Code time...no, its the DIGI decoding time...we're all elite in code breaking that even Conan needs to ask for help okay~! *tut...tut...tut...* yeah...one shot we broke the code...an easy one...=P

Done~moving back to celebrity fitness we needed to run 800M on the running machine...OMG...it was such a hard task for me...I was sweating like a pig okay~! but with our speed we can qualify for kindergarden sports day~! Yeah we ruled~!

Then we got ourselves to Quiksilver...this time we were ordered to dress up ourselves using the shirts provided...and The LOL Inc changed the sex role~! The staff even told me I couldn't fit in the girl's shirt~! OMG...so shameful...but I only used that and pretended as scarf only ma...hehe...clever~!

Next...we turned ourselves into famous director of commercials this time...Gosh....I forgot how many identities I have...yeah we required to do a 30 seconds of commercials...fun~! We were provided 2 Swatch watches...OMG the watches are so cool~! I nearly forgot the time but only realized that I couldn't bring it home...and so I went back to MardiGras without Swatch...okay~!

Back to MardiGras...but the challenge has closed...the Pole Dancing challenge~! If my mom ever finds out I pole danced I bet she will cry...but I was so lucky...all the team members wanted to see how I dance...yeah thank you god~!

Back in MardiGras we had to blog about this event...yeah...we blogged with enemies around us...T___T how sacrificial we were...lol...and there was a wonderful dinner served together with a nice pole dance show and a band which hits all the tong sampah...tangga...kerusi...yeah~! it was cool~! Finally...we found the pretty MC and took a photo with her...omg she's pretty...

I though DIGI PIMP MY DAY would kill me off because I was ill...NO~! It really PIMPED MY DAY...I felt a little better surprisingly...

Yesterday I really learnt a lot...from teamwork to physical stamina, speed, knowledge and everything...

In the baseball game...I learnt how to see things differently...the ball was travelling in such high speed...but I managed to hit it after a cool focus and aim...sometimes, we need to sit back and refocus on what we have done...whether its wrong or right...and refocus and aim at the goals we set...thus we won't go off track...

In the Music Download...I learnt how we need to react fast in situation...there was history saved in the web page mah~! We could just clicked and download so fast...but we wasted a little time to search for songs...because it wasn't listed in the first page...haihz...now I learnt that...

In the rainforest, I learnt that in life, we have to do things moderately...don't be weak *blowing weakly*...but not to be over forced yourselves because in the end, things crashed. So we have to control things properly...within our control, not to overpush things that ruin up...

Back in the decoding, I learnt to link things fast...in this world, if you can't link things up fast, you cannot communicate in a variety of subjects...numbers were given yesterday...what in means? Linking here and there I got the answer now...so in live, don't be dead staying with one thing...we got to be flexible...

To Celebrity Fitness running challenge...I learnt that I must slim myself down~! Physical and stamina are so much needed to complete harsh task...and in life, without a healthy body, nothings can be completed.

Lastly in Quiksilver, I learnt how to match things properly and in a fast way...in life, once again, we need to be flexible...matching things properly is important...just like magnet, you cannot force to match same poles together...because it repels...we gotta accept the fact and learn how to overcome...

These are so valuable experience that I have learnt and gained yesterday through DIGI INTERNET PIMP MY DAY...I would really like to thank DIGI, in cooperation with Nuffnang for holding such a fun event...*though I didn't get any hot girls' numbers~!*...and I really appreaciate Swatch for sponsoring two amazing watches for commercial video use.
Thank you DIGI...you PIMPED my day~!

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2009-11-12T05:28:00.000-08:00

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All of A Sudden 2

2009-11-06T10:57:00.001-08:00

Yesterday night, or I have to say Friday morning, I posted about my feelings of gaining and scoring all of a sudden. It all disappears today. WHY????

This following subject to be tested is not easy. I underestimated it. It is impossible to finish 8 chapters in 2 hours time. NOOOOOooooooo~~~

Am I able to create miracle again? I wonder.

All of A Sudden

2009-11-05T11:22:00.000-08:00

All of a sudden, I feel that I can overcome whatever comes to me. Where did this feeling come from, don't ask me.

Exam is *clock tickling* 5 hours and 30 minutes more to go. Mid term examination this time is not the same as usual cause it just carries the same mark like final one.

Didn't study like I did in form 5. I was so nervous and scared and numbed today since morning till 1 hour ago.

Doomed and Boomed. I had got no ideas on how to even get a mark for this subject. Nevertheless, I wanna score so bad.

Sorry folks to not upholding my promise. Well, I guess, I have to apologize to my parents and myself for being the laziest ass on earth.

Boomed and Gloomed. I felt things may change if I really can input these few hours into it. Lets see.

Nites.

Shout It Out...

2009-11-01T05:58:00.000-08:00

For whatever I am not happy and cannot take it...

I BEH-TAHAN liao~!!!

For you, you and you...

For this, that and those...

I seriously BEH-TAHAN YOU ALL~!!!!

Update~~!!

2009-10-28T09:06:00.000-07:00

I feel bad when everybody starts updating again their blogs and I don't. So I decided to give another shot. Are you reading it? =/

New semester started. 3 subjects, 2 of which have to be examined and 1 doesn't because its a free subject. These 3 are a big landmine that can blow me off so easily~!

14 weeks of lectures, compressed into 7 weeks of time. Every class was rushing like rocket speed. I was so blur and confused. So, I basically faked my attention again.

Not interesting enough? Haha...that's how life goes. Hmmm...nowadays I am furious all the time again~why?

The time to attend classes is hanging. Not early though, not freaking late. However, the most provoking matter is that I couldn't and can't find even a little space to squeeze my car in. HELP's car park is and will be the most freaky car park you'll ever find on earth. I mean it~

I wonder if those guys passed their driving tests. Their parking were horrible. You got your cars scratched? YOUR BUSINESS~! They leave you only a single way that SEEMED can be pass through. Nevertheless, you can forget about it...say goodbye to your car. I mean it.

Well, sometimes, they even can be more evil than you can ever imagine. Just like this.

They passed their parking? Think again~>,<

Have a good day folks.

New Semester Is Here

2009-10-10T09:42:00.000-07:00

A brand new semester is just about to begin in a day or two. Depending on the results (though I know it will be extremely bad), I shall choose the subjects available.

Yet, the results are not out. It's kinda disappointing that I didn't go much out and didn't follow up (yeah I should have stopped giving dumb excuses, right? =) )

Okay, I have to admit that the subjects were a lot harder than I expected. As well, what have I expected for some of them didn't come out as wanted. Guess that I am still not that used to it.

Gosh, my wrist hasn't recovered yet and there are still bruises all over my body...aches and pains.

Next semester will be a short one. What will it be? I am really looking forward to it now. Hope it will be a great one. (I don't wanna go home as a loser, ya know?) but I am still LAZY as forever...haha~!!! like the ancients said, changing attitudes is tougher than everything.

Guess that is my nature. Alright everybody, watch out...I will try to beat the ancients word in the coming days. (if you think I can do it, you must be silly bidding on the sure-lose guy)

Qiaozzz...

Unable to do something means the end to me...

2009-09-17T18:20:00.000-07:00

My wrist got injured for two weeks already. Just not so long ago, I went visit a doctor to check things up if its alright. What I got now is that my ligament is hurt. Besides, he did a basic body checkup and made sure that my knee has injury too.

Now I understand the feeling of wanting to do something but you are restricted due to reasons. Man~its so suffering. Exam is over and I thought I can emit myself to the things I would like to do.

Now, I am unable to do it. So long I remember what the doctor said, I am not able to play the sports I wanted to.

That's heart broken.

Top Players Can Make A Difference

2009-08-06T08:23:00.000-07:00

Now this picture is a little small but guess what? The top players can really play "DIFFERENTLY"...@@ now I see Lin Dan can use right hand to play...and perhaps he was just pretending using left hand....~!~!

I look so dumb...

2009-07-31T19:54:00.000-07:00

If you're reading my blog, I appreciate it. Wheter you read it or not, nothing plays meaning...I mean it.

Pheww~~it took me so long to only update once for my blog...I thought I was able to focus at my work now...but what came up was really disappointing and nothing was up to my expectation...indeed, negative outcomes...

I was asked *I felt that I was forced to but I was wanting to try the challenge up* to join a club contest whereby you have to face many people from other clubs too, usually.

So I was spending much of my time preparing for this contest because it was due earlier than my coming assignment which I found that I have to send to a 'plagiarism check' server and get a certification of your assignment plagiarism rate.

Soon only I found out that I shouldn't have had my time for the contest...now I value the assignment as a high opportunity cost. It carries up to 20% of marks. Plus, it is not easy at all...

Owh well, I just had my contest done. I mean my turn...it was stupid, and I found myself offended. I was so naive and stupid to have prepared *at least I prepared* for the contest...and what the outcome was (not the result of the contest but the process of the game of audiences) 100% negatively proportional to my performance on the stage...

I feel so dumb and stupid and I agree on what Ah 9 said in the press conference *I was naive and childish on that moment*...now I feel how she felt...

I have made a resolution to myself...I will be serious in anything from now on...no play.

I hate that shit...he better disappeared from my sight...

At Library

2009-07-06T03:33:00.000-07:00

I'm at library now, looking at a pile of books that hopefully bring me the answers for my assignments. I'm gonna be veyr busy these three weeks. However, they can't beat me, for you are being with me right?

Haha~rubbish...last Friday I went Sri Garden to play badminton under the invitation of Kah Hoe. I was so amazed with the quality and court over there. No *ah ji ah jor* aunties there and higher quality of playing styles.

There was a guy who looks very similarly to one of my friends. I played against him in doubles and OMG...I just don't know what happened to me...completely no form.

I was so mad at myself. Haih~~~

Oh yeah~ Kah Wai is back to Malaysia. But I didn't have time to attend the outing Songher planned. *did you plan it? @@*

Sorry Kah Wai...hope that we have another outing before you fly back to Australia.

Gonna work on assignments again...=D

Updating...

2009-07-04T23:03:00.000-07:00

Just a place to express myself, which was formerly used by Songher is exactly what fits me now. I need a place to share, express, do emotional stuffs here.

Days are getting busier like usual. Assignments and *I don't do tutorials...and I'm afraid of failing*...and now, sleeping in the class everyday like the lecturer is invisible.

There is no time to blog everyday and I see why Twitter is becoming so famous. Let's share some sad thing...I need to adapt myself in a new racquet because my Gosen PKS was broken after collision with another uncle's. ZzZ...so sad~!

Anyway, the cost of studying at HELP is not cheap. Subway-ing everyday is even making me bleed seriously.

Owh~it's nothing much today. Just before i continue doing my assignment, wanna share something...

If you procrastinate, you are getting old even faster!

The Day Arrives

2009-06-27T12:01:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday. It's quite rare and weird that a birthday boy will wish to himself in a blog. Anyway, update the next post. It's too late at night for me to write some posts...but all my inspirations are gone...haha

Thank you for the wishes.

Jack Ying

Brand New Day

2009-06-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

Primary and secondary schools of Malaysia has ended their holidays. So did I end my relax driving trip to school everyday. The road is back to NORMAL again...I hate that.

I went school early today. When I reached there, I drove around to find a parking slot. Then I saw some smoke at the guard house. The pavilion was burned!

OMG...was it someone who FIRED it? Great for me because of the inefficient and lousy work yet cocky brainless guards. They were not doing there job well. They suck, truly.

Then I went to another block and studied. When I came back, there was a fire engine observing around. Without further delay, I present you...

Awesome right? I heard there were many Iranians protested near HELP...wow, I've never seen a live one. Glad I was not there and sadly, I was not there to experience!!! T.T and =D

Haha...even though how hard I work, my eyes still closed up as the lecturers went on. I hate it!

Tired. Happy. Good day. Nights.

Random #1

2009-06-15T10:59:00.001-07:00

Break all rules that devour your dreams;
Build the bonds that bring you achievements;
Ban the taboos that fade your ambitions;
Be the ruler of yourself, behold;
because it is a matter of pride.

I Am Down~!

2009-06-10T06:34:00.000-07:00

No, this isn't me but what can I do? Well, I'm only down for today. It's all because of HIM!!! No mood today for all lectures. He ruined my day.

He, the 2nd highest transfer fee record holder of Real Madrid, Kaka from Brazil was being transferred to Spanish Liga giant Real Madrid. The very GOOD reason given by both his former club and himself is:

The club is undergoing financial crisis and it is needed to transfer Kaka. Kaka said he understand everything and he left with pride.

HOLY SHIT!!! Even Valencia hasn't started any actions and Milan sold him off. Sell Ronaldinho lar! Kaka was the prince of San Siro. Plus, Ancelotti's betrayal to AC Milan is making me numb towards the club.

I am officially, no longer a FAN of AC Milan!!! All because of their foolish actions and decisions.

I runied my mood for the rest of today simply because of this club. Wish Kaka the best in Real Madrid.

I am looking forward to the RICH ASS --- Manchester City for the new season. Good luck for Everton and Fulham doing in the cup competitions.

Don't you hate it when the club you like is doing many of the foolish decisions that boost your fury?

DumB.

Sign off.

I Hate It...~!!!

2009-06-09T04:10:00.000-07:00

I hate it but I have to admit it, I am thousands miles away from them. We started school together and ended it. We headed to different schools again and started our journey to reach our goals. Flashing back how tough I managed to survive, I was once again left behind!

I hate it. I admit it. I am not able to compete with them. People say competing is UNHEALTHY!!! But I think it enhances competitiveness and improve on one self.

I just went checking my old friends' results. Observing their linguistic improvements. *smack my head* I can't even reach their levels simply because they have reached an untouchable height for me. One of this friends had been acknowledge for his maturity and wisdom. He did the TOUGHEST paper in Malaysia. He scored perfectly, almost. I drove me crazy!

Darn it...am I reaching my highest ability already or I have not been working it hard enough. Truly, I admit I was lazy. Name on anyone, I bet no one can even surpass my laziness.

ZzZ...I went lectures today. It was boring just like the other days. I could not resist the temptation of falling asleep. I did it, again! SHIT man~seriously. What the heck on earth and why do I always feel tired, hard to focus and even not to bother about the subject.

I asked around and found out that the subjects are not easy to score, not even as easy like you imagine. Darn! My current goal is to fully score a perfect As for all subjects that may grant my wish to a better future and bright career.

It was like how you feel when you breakup with your loved ones. Heart Broken! How can I reach that high *it is very low actually* when the smart, wise seniors scored a moderate-perfect result. I HATE IT...

It has never been easy. It never is. I know that theory and principle well. All I can do now is to continuing blaming on my slow maturity when I was young. What else?

Shifting behaviour is harder than you reach a moon with a rocket. How to overcome laziness? I swear not to stay there anymore. I know I can't keep complaining it now. But one day, I will surpass you guys, definitely. Just you guys wait.

I started not to believe in religious views that deep anymore. They said life is destinied, it is hard to change. But I know and I truly believe that, fate and destiny is not decided by anyone. Even if it is, I shall be another one to break that rule.

I decide my life. I determine it to be a superior story. I shall tell the world *who might think I won't achieve it* I can do it and I am doing it. I know I can reach it.

Grap that opportunity and unleash your true abilities. If Eistein only uses 9% of his brain capacity, you and I can reach the usage of 10% brain capacity! Trust me.

I will win. The victory is mine.

*apply the opportunity theory in whatever you encounter, it's true.*

Sign off,
Jack Ying

Live a great day!

You're Reading It~

2009-06-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

It's totally a sad case to check on the visitors to this blog. But who cares! I mean it, it is just like a place for me when I wanna puke out all my feelings, thoughts and experiences.

Forget about what I said in the past, I am a new self. I like the current situation, I like being myself and I have found my goal. A short-term goal that could make me on cloud nine if I manage to reach it!

You see, my life only includes studies, gaming, sports, etc. If you take me as a nerd, I ain't, unfortunately. However, if you take me as a outgoing guy, sorry, I am kinda nerdy. @@

ZzZ...what the heck did I just say? Okay, let summarize a little of my new life! Yay~

1) No more tutions! I was very happy that I left HELP Matriculation Center and headed to degree program because I do not need to tutor anymore. Man~it just takes a lot of time to stay at school and teach those 2 ladies in self-dreaming. So, good news!

2) HELP University College has recruited May intake pupils for Bachelor of Business. I enrolled it and I am now officially a degree 1st year student. Good news! Though the subjects this semester are boring, I will find a way to turn things upside down. Perhaps I should hypnotize myself to like those subjects? haha~actually they are interesting but the lecturers suck.

3) Badminton, again? haha~ I find myself no improvements since then. Making mistakes more than reading books at home. Neither these two things can I do it well. Let's make it another half year to 2010 and see if I improve even a little or not. Sad! I really have no talents in any sports and academic.

4) DotA is a game favoured by all my MEHSI gang friends. *they change the name to Rise of Angelix*...and my favourite hero of all time is spotted and taken by Sheng Ko! Well, doesn't matter as I am kinda busy now. but DotA maybe a good entertainment for relaxation sometimes. Okay, I am telling you 1 thing now, I am a NOOB! So, forget about asking me to play with you.

5) Chinese Society Gathering was one of a memorable events during my high school. I was once responsible for the entire show but I failed to do so. Last week, it was another anuual gathering which I failed to carry out. Once again, I am so so so regret. Yet I am angry for my irresponsible behaviour and my acts. Apology to all the people I met for that gathering. *I made them cried too* I apologized for that incident once again, forgive me okay?

6) Life's beautiful! Always remember that you are having a good day*not the milk*and carry out meaningful events for the day! Well I have been doing it badly since I am just going school and home. But no worries! Guys, I am optimistic now. =)

7) I wanted to watch a list of movies!!! Unfortunately I couldn't fix my time and got any partners accompanying me to watch any of them. Hmmm....any good movies recently, guys?

I WILL ATTAIN the goals I mentioned earlier. Have a good day guys! I will always by your side, cause we are best friends, aren't we =D !

Sign off,
Jack Ying, Legend Play.

A Complete Chaos

2009-05-13T03:55:00.000-07:00

This will be my 121st post and I am glad I've made it this far even knowing nobody reading it. Come on, it is just like a notebook for me...

I've been in a complete chaos after reading a lot of successful stories over the net. One of each is a true friend of mine. Well, I don't know if he perceived me as his but I do.

This night, I was chatting with 2 secondary friends. Both of them gave clever and magnificent advice to me. Okay...before that I was so thrilled by the successful stories I read about. They were really impressing. So, I started to revise my situation cleverly.

Living in this world for 18 years+, I don't really know what have I been doing other than required education by the government and of course my parents. Did I really live up to what I want? Or was it fate and destiny which play around with my life?

Gosh...U are just a young college student and you're thinking of such bullshit. Look, you don't be naive and dream too much okay?

I sincerely and seriously request a stop of the BULLSHIT statement from appearing in me again...

If I were destined to be in this field, I swear the best from me.

I don't know if you guys really are reading these craps for 120 posts...if you did, I appreciate from the bottom of my heart...if you didn't, does not matter.

Perhaps I will update once a time I'm really free. But now,

I am officially out of online entertainments and into the commerce.

Spanish in The Final

2009-05-07T06:39:00.001-07:00

The grand finale of UEFA Champions League 2008 / 09 is held at Rome this time. The Spanish giant led by Argentinian Lionel Messi has booked the ticket to final after sending English Premier League Blues, Chelsea way back home with an aggregate of 1-1 away goal.

OMG...I though I could see the replay of Champions League last season but Barcelona was so lucky to enter the final! Starring Manchester United to complete their ambitious goals, Barcelona won't let them champion the title so easily right?

I watched the exclusive highlights of the game and I was totally disappointed with Chelsea! Well, they deserved the final!!! Drogba's one on one shot got saved...Lampard's far shots was deflected and saved again...OMG...Why the heck Valdes was so on form?!?!

Besides, I would like to comment on Essien's goal...it was a fabulous artistic shot! So Valdes got beaten. But in the 90th minute his clearence got deflected and allowed Messi to assist Iniesta to scored the very late equalizer!...headache...the scariest part of losing is when your opponent scores a FREAKING late equalizer and even gets to the FINAL through away goal rules...

SADNESS!!!!............Since the Blues are out from the game, I declare myself a supporter of Barcelona in the grand FINALE of UEFA...haha, simply because I am so bias to not support Manchester. *they have won too many titles!*

What's your opinion, my friend?

Futsal Game

2009-05-05T00:48:00.000-07:00

I received a text message from Jun Hao asking me if I was free to KICK SOME BALLS...I was really shocking on how the people manage at last minute...haha

I rushed to the place and yelled like a mad guy when those stupid cars were really slow and stupid!!! However, I have to say that I am not that type of guy who will HORN and HORN and HORN...until you get yourself horny lol...

Anyway...it was raining halfway...Jezzz. Then I reached the bus stop and Jun Hao got himself wet like a chicken in soup...*campbell's yummy...* haha~and we rushed to the destination and got ourselves in the rain while leaving the car.

All the players arrived and we started off. They are completely a different level. We thought we have our secret weapon keeping the goal, there will be no problem. But, Wei Yu got scored 4-5 times at the same spot bythe same guy!!!!! WATCH OUT YA!!!

It was a tiring session playing with good players while you yourself suck. Ya...so we got scored like mad. At the last part of futsal session yesterday, I finally managed to scored pass Wei Yu simply because they were tired?!?! *I really did my best to get pass that guy okay?* give some confidence to me!

And Jun Hao and I went to Econsave to get some SOYA BEAN!!! Sadly it wasn't refrigerated. So we purchased another products.

Though I went home exhausted, I slept very late at night...OMG I have ta get this bad habit off.

Bye~

Canada Relatives Visit

2009-05-04T00:17:00.000-07:00

Canadian are rich, rich and darn rich. These relatives who came from Canada are rich too but not very happy to spend here. Indeed, we spent for them!

Anyway, I followed my family to visit *dunno what you called* relatives from Canada. Everything was sienness...so nothing much.

Simple and short? ya I know you hate it.

Left 4 Dead?

2009-04-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

Did I leave the blog for dead atmosphere? Oh No! Come on don't you think I am not that type of person?!?! haha...cheese =)

Well...I am on a holiday now! yay and oh no!...well, yay for relaxing moments and Oh no for myself not being able to use this holiday wisely...haha...

My sister had her computer struck by virus and sent to some fixes. So she developed the computer using another CPU she has readily from other places. JESUS!!! I was hoping to stay online and read the famous book ever -- the freaking addictive facebook here...but she just gave me a thunder shock on the wireless setting.

I have to admit that I am lazier than I was. So I didn't got the customization reset in order to get myself online! No...luckily I am able to sneak into her room and use the computer to access internet.

WHY do I need to customize the stupid wireless setting again? I have got no ideas ladies and gentlemen...So I let it be up till just now and I am able to blog today...

I was decaying at home for this whole week doing nothing other than eat sleep drink eat sleep drink and eat sleep drink...Wow Wee! Fabulous huh? What award can I apply for? haha...craps...

Anyway, I went to badminton as usual and disappointed when I did not see the familiar faces there anymore...yeah man! where the heck are you? sleeping at home, GUILTY! playing games at home, GUILTY! going after girls, SAVE! =P

Spent the whole night sweating around here and there so I decided to buy some energy booster! As usual and I was too naive, I got cheated AGAIN by the 2 of them...Yes, you 2! Liars...stupid aunties who scratch all the revenue through increasing the price without knowing the demand curve! But the problem here...people demand for these inferior goods! And I was one of them?!?! What the...fine, just for once you cheaters...

Aha...If I could open a shop just beside them, selling way cheaper than these two liars, I would be a monopoly...how great the feeling is. Roar!

Back here...and it's Sunday again...but I managed to get up earlier...such a mission impossible...phew...my sister decided to celebrate her birthday days earlier. So we went to have some Korean cuisine...with all their boyfriends, dad and I were talking to each other like silly men. Haha...natural phenomenon right?

Got calls from college boss who asked me out for a drink tomorrow afternoon...so, I should sleep now...tatazzz

Have a good day...smile =)

I'm Being Tagged =O

2009-04-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

Wow...I am being tagged! So happy lolx...well I didn't need to do this because this best friend of mine forgot me?!?! FINE!

Now lets start.

1. The person who tagged you?
Mr. Biiang Sheng seemed to tag after tagging others huh =]

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Secondary school mate / a best friend of mine.

3. Your impressions of him/her?
Wow! yeng chai with stunning performances.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Errr....guess guess guess! =P "shh...I dunno what was it!"

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
Leng chai! haha...aren't I?

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
I will rather commit suicide! Won't you?!?!

7. If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on
Hmmm...why must we think of something impossible? U need to slower down your pace!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy,you will
Bao Dai Wok! hmm...anything to spread?! =P

9. If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason will be
I can be a good friend or a bad enemy; discriminate me and you're now officially my enemy. =)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
Hoi toi la mehsi?!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
Strong outside, stiff inside!

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
not much idea but according to some of my friends, they said I was arrogant x 150% !!! Honestly, am I ? T.T

13. The characters you love of yourself are
Stronger when meeting a strong opposition.

14. On the contrary,the characters that you hate about yourself
I am a LAZY boy...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
I just wanna be myself! eh~if possible, Sheva! *I want his forms when he was scoring mad at AC Milan*

I am facing the truth T__T

16. For people who care and love you,you say something to them
Thank you for caring me, I love you too and Sorry for what I've done to hurt you.

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you-

1- Songher
2- Disheng
3- Biiang for sure
4- Miow
5- Jun Hao
6- Shu Pin
7- Pay Herng who says I did not update!
8- Swee Ann ba~quite a good friend
9- Foong Yee is not bad right?! =)
10- Siow Wei *I really made her and others feeling bad about myself!* apology
11- May Chong is a good idea!
12- This is not a spam but YOU are one of these people here!

18. Who is no.6?
Oh our SBU swimming king loh...so good in sports! Some say his neuron floats...cheeze =)

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
A female definitely.

20. If no.7 and no.10 together,is that a good thing?
Do they even know each other?!?!

21. What is no.2 studying about?
OMG...I myself got this very confuse too...ask him yourself!

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday only ma...

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Ermm...let see, Ah! I dunno...hehe

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Yes...

25. Will you woo no.3?
Same reaction as the tag-ger...what is woo? Kao? I would like to WOO him if the meaning if cheer...

26. How about no.7?
Cheer her up is better leh~

27. Is no.4 single?
Well...he may have more than you think...

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Koh...

29. What is the hobby of no.10?
Siow Wei's?? err...err....read books? =)

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Jun Hao and Foong Yee not always gaduh-gaduh one meh?

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Kasturi College!

32. Talk something casually about no.1
Tall guy! Not a Caucasian though...good friend to share things.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
Oh duh~friendship started and never ends!

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Somewhere around there!

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Well...since he is like that a little...perhaps YELLOW MAN suits him?!?!

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
very good friends?

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
I think this leave to the mirror which tells her how sexy she is...

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Swimming lor...what else eh?!

Get Closer !

2009-04-05T11:33:00.000-07:00

When a group of secondary student departed to further their studies and form different group, less and less contact happen and eventually, this relationship may die.

Chill ya~I haven't seen my old schoolmates for sometimes, HOW ARE YOU GUYS?!?!

They are busy when I am free, and vice versa. Some may have forgotten you, some may even pretend to not knowing who the (..........) you are!

For past few weeks, I miss my rival! Where are you?!

Behold my friends. Everyone...if pyramid can stand for thousand years, our friendship will last forever.

Come and join me this Saturday if possible. Forget about work, please yourself with the fun of exercises.

Running Away

2009-04-05T11:10:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I wish I am born with some specialties. I wish to escape the turmoil of this foolish world.

I saw a program on TV describing the lives of Tibet. They were so relax. Unlike the city I live, they have no worries, no stress, no......Yes, they are typically different from us.

This program clearly reflected myself. I am lost and I mean it this time. So, man is always born with some abilities. You may not discover or you may utilize it fully. Either way, I am just disappearing from each boundary.

Now when I reflect, I trigger my memory again. This time, I looked at my true self. I don't even know who I am this time. But 1 thing for sure, I have been escaping from the realities whenever I face problems.

It is more possible that I fit perfectly into the category of talent diminishing. I find that I am weaker and weaker both biological and psychological. Geezzz...why I am one of them who run away from the truth.

I have had enough of myself. Oldies are right, personalities / characteristics / behaviors can't be changed easily. In fact, near impossible?

A friend of mine told me yesterday that we should not leave ourselves in a competitive environment...what he actually meant was that one should not compare in achieving personal goals.

My mom told me the same way. But I though living competitive could allow me improve. I AM WRONG, obviously. Even my parents did not give me much pressure, I gave myself a high invisible wall. Now, the building process has never stop. I may not able to climb over it. And Miow is right, courage is a word. This word rarely appears in my dictionary. I just don't know the reason.

This is a meaningless update, I know. I was just hoping to find a way to cure this ghost in me.

Why did I give myself pressure? I wanna be a man just like you, excel in everything.
Can I do it? I guess I may have to dream on.
Why can't I stop dreaming? I just don't know how to take up courage as my partner of life.
Why don't you try it? I just wonder why.

I know, I am foolish to be pressured. I hope I can be the way I want to.

Fate does not determine a person's life because roads are built by man.

=)

Update?

2009-03-23T10:08:00.000-07:00

Busy la dude...anyway...just to inform something, I have lost something very very important to me...and I kena scolded so awfully...T.T

anyway...bowling anyone?

CHEEZEEE!!! =)

Updates Stunned

2009-03-02T06:05:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the busy that brings me no life to post new updates...so it is stunned currently...

Anyway...If I could find free time, I assure an update!

=D

Holy Cow, Exam is Over!

2009-02-26T01:12:00.001-08:00

Holy cow~I prefer exam more than assignment that need you working from the morning till the late night in front of the computer...and yet, no outcome...why?

Because I bet you...the MEHSI members sure like to play play a little...haha~suoli suoli...bruokan inklish...haha~

anyhow...I failed to complete my task in mid term...how disappointing.

Doubtful Injury Announcement

2009-02-24T21:26:00.000-08:00

Legend Play is sadly to announce about the injury news for Yee Hoo Ying after identification from the physiology and medical team of AC Milan.

According the team physio, he declared Yee Hoo Ying is unable to show up in any matches in forthcoming weeks. He is recovering at a low rate and AC Milan is sorrow to lose him for 2 months.

Yee Hoo revealed that he is responsible for his injury after the landing of his header. He wishes he will recover soon.

He is officially out from AC Milan for 2 months.

Mid-Term

2009-02-20T08:05:00.001-08:00

All of these years, I know you could do it...whichever you name it...but now, I want you to be a real man...a real man that faces up challenges...and let your intellectual potential express now...now and forever...

I know, you can do it...because you are the chosen one, you are the Legend Play...my legend.

Explosion

2009-02-18T12:06:00.000-08:00

I can't stand it anymore...STOP it please...anybody, can you give me a brainwash!

I am going to explode soon.

Dark Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T01:43:00.001-08:00

Valentine's Day is classified into 2 categories, which are lovely valentine and DARK valentine. Never heard before, ask me...haha~

I twisted my ankle and got injured when I tried to land after hitting back the shuttle during badminton session with fellow bachelor friends. (Miow is excluded) =P

So, it's a DARK valentine.

Holy Moly

2009-02-13T08:45:00.000-08:00

I can't imagine how the time flows by itself with such a speed. Sometimes, you feel hundred years has passed while it has been only 10 minute. Generally, this is the time you are spending with something fun, or you care for them. Well, time may have passed for hundred years but you feel like 10 minute has passed. This is obviously the lecture time of your parents or education matters.

Now I am feeling how fast time flies. Time doesn't even give me a chance to do some great things. Well, what I am relating here is the assignment that blows my mind off. Since mid-term examination is around the corner, I can FEEL the pressure in it.

The key to win the game is actually being able to stay energetic and fresh minded all the time. Mind me that this situation is bear with only a couple of hours sleep each day, which is going to last for 2 weeks.

Man, you have never see a walking zombie right? Resident evil? Wrong!!! I mean, a living one in this living world. You may check this out when my mid-term exam is over...In addition, a living walking PANDA zombie...

*Not this cutie right? so CHARM and CHAM ar!!! =P

WAIT!!! Shhh....don't reveal my {future} identity to the FBI! I don't wanna miss my exams...haha~

*holy moly, it's valentine's day again...well, normal for me, as I am not into this one. I am still a bachelor who is pursuing a bachelor soon!

Maybe cocktail party for bachelors, anyone? =]

*If I am granted some time, I will update.

Quizzes and Assignments again

2009-02-11T05:52:00.000-08:00

Whatever you planning to do on Valentine's Day, I am always not a participant on this day. Whether you mean it that I am lifeless, I gonna stay as it.

Due to loads of quizzes that bring me marks and assignments that kill me off in the end, I am busier than last semester. Unusually, this is not the normal 3rd semester.

Jun Wakaka XD always claims that the song 情非得以 resembles him. While I finally found a song to resemble myself...have you ever heard of 张伟健's 你爱我像谁? That remarks me...so, it's a necessary song whenever we sing...=D

Now I will do the declaration...that I am a member of AE86 Trueno 拓海's friend...Sheng Ko, I hope you know what I am talking here. A driver doesn't need something that everybody needs.

Cheer up...exam is here. Glad that you guys are always around me.

Wishine everybody a good day.

Doomed

2009-02-10T09:11:00.001-08:00

College reopens after I came back from HMC Leadership Camp as well as a gathering. While, I got doomed again...

Emo is not a good thing to taste after all. Everything happens in a blink of an eye. I have got no more energy to sustain all these pressures that keep striking my head into half dead.

A lot of unbelievable things happened. I am just not the one who can stand to them.

Anyway, is there anyone visiting my blog...as a usual question that always haunts me...

Update on leadership camp will be done soon.

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-25T02:37:00.000-08:00

Hello fellows. Today is the last day of the year according to the Chinese Lunar calendar. Lets have a wish for all nations' economy so that it will rise up in a short time...

Happy Chinese New Year.

New Year Resolution:
1) Win all your $$$ in whatever games....hahaha!!!

Have a nice day.

100th Rocks

2009-01-23T02:49:00.000-08:00

Most of my friends who blog already reached and exceeded their 100th post. Even though I may started blogging earlier than these buddies, I am a loser in comparison...ONLY for blogging.=D

Perhaps I was too busy and exhausted, I didn't have time to manage my blog. But I feel glad that I can finally reach my 100th post.

Many things happen in just a week time. Let's have a brief talk.

Orientation Night, January Jamboree
As usual, there will be an orientation night organized by the student council og HMC department for every intake of semester.

I didn't help out much but I did contributed a little. During games, ticket sales, etc. The event was very successful. By the way, I met many new students. There were some pretty girls around there. I bet Miow will be very happy to listen this.

There was a game called Fear Factor, just like the real fear factor. We used raw food, insects, etc. There was a pretty girl, braver than anyone of you...dived into the insects...whoa. If I were her boyfriend, I wouldn't like to kiss her for a month. >< But this pretty girl was a little cool. So I didn't manage to know her...sorry ah Miow.

Accident of lecturer
Whenever robbers want your $, just hand all your $ to them...please. My lecturer was robbed and injured because he was trying to protect his laptop. His arm and head got wounded and is now lying in the hospital. So, life is more important than anything else. Remember ya!

Assignments
Assignments are getting my way off. I took an extra subject in this semester and now I have tons of assignments to complete. Haha, but I enjoy doing these stuffs...

Gotta have a good play for badminton today...Bye~

Proton Badminton Super Series 2009

2009-01-11T06:44:00.000-08:00

The first ever badminton competition has arrived at Malaysia. The game was sponsored by Proton, which the Malaysian seem to be very proud of...o.0 (don't charge me! I didn't say anything)

These days, I went to watch LIVE action badminton games together with allied --> Jun Wakaka XD

I did saw some amazing badminton stuffs when I attended the 1st round, quarter final as well as FINAL, which is today!!!

Roar!!! Talking about badminton, I am going crazier now. Hmmm...lets start with the interesting match, the men's double. Korea (Lee Yong Dae & Jung Jae Sung) vs Malaysia (KKK & Tan Boon Heong)

The match was so tense when there were nobody cheering for the Korean pair. Frankly, I used to dislike the Malaysian pair, so I went on cheering for the Koreans. I was so frightened that Jun Wakaka XD and me would be beaten up by Malaysian fans. No choice la ><

Dato Lee Chong Wei was the favourite of the competition this time as it was held in Malaysia. Though he fought with Denmark's Peter Hoeg Gade, I was a little down because Gade couldn't catch up the score in the 2nd match. Perhaps the crowd will focus more on 2nd team player from Malaysia, Darren Liew. But I was focusing on the player from Japan, Kenichi Tago. He played so good and nearly got Park Song Hwan down the track! What some disappointment.

Fine...lets move forward to FINAL...the crowd cheered GUNG-HO-LY for Dato Lee. Well, he did win easily...afterall, this is his home ground! But for the men's double game, it was comparable competitive to both team. Indonesian has some dominations while Korean held it well and came back as a champion in the rubber set. I went insane cheering high for Jung Jae Sung while Jun Wakaka XD remained his loyalty to Lee Yong Dae, who I am looking forward to focusing. =) After all games completed, the crowd went home. Hmmm...some of them were a little bit of kiasu...><

We ran down to the dopping room to see if we could reach some Lee Yong Dae and Jung Jae Sung or not. Obviously and sadly, we couldn't see any Korean player at all! But I was very happy too because I was able to meet the men's double finalist as well as silver medalist --->Alvent Yulianto Chandra from Indonesia. Yay!!! I was so happy to meet him!

Whoa! His grip was so strong when I shook hand with him congratulating for his win of silver medal and said hi...like a dumb ass ><...but I swear, I was not being sarcastic...

Do I looked a little gay? o.0 OMG!!! Look a little blurr T.T

Jun Wakaka XD...my skills are not that bad too huh? =D

Miow and Yulianto...how lucky he was to get pictured with Yulianto! ><

Well, I snapped quite some pictures...and I am not too sure if they are in a clear clear clear condition...wanna see it then ask me la ><

Sign off.
Happy day!

Busy?

2009-01-11T06:10:00.000-08:00

Was I too busy since the last post I updated? Hmmm...not really dudes, since I am too lazy to move my pointer and click on sign in...~.~ hehe, apologise x 100!!!

Yeah...school started a week ago. Since I didn't fail any subjects I took last semester, I am qualified to enter the 3rd semester. Truly, I didn't expect 3rd semester is this hard, even only after a week of lectures.

So??? STRESS OUT...what to do?

HAIHzzz...

Boxing Day

2008-12-27T19:03:00.000-08:00

Although Christmas has passed, I could still remember the day I went to gather with friends on Boxing Day. Unlike the traditional boxing day other countries usually have, we eventually turned the outing to BOWLING DAY...

I received a call from Sheng Ko at around 7pm+ and he asked me if we were to attend the boxing day outing. Out of my expectation, we only received the call from organizer Darren after some calls we made. By the time he reached us, it was already 12am. Gosh~~what a plan.

Luckily Sheng Ko and I didn't put ourselves as early as decided, 10.30am to appear at the venue, Berjaya Time Square. We ended up meeting the SBU swimming king, Dion. The gang has quite some hard time when a member of us refused to pay RM20+ for karaoke session, which was quite economical.

Walking around discussing and deciding the solution, I noticed the reception girl found us silly. Oh god...the savior is Jun Hao again? He brought up a very delight idea that relieved everyone while the one struggled finally nodd his head. For some reasons, I find it quite funny because he ended up singing quite some songs...I meant it dudes ><

In the room, the master of the day, Dion heated up the atmosphere by singing some rock and pop songs. While, I was eating as if I haven't eaten for a couple of weeks.

Singers of the day:

1) Dion Cheah - Dominator
2) Jack Ying - 老衬 ><
3) Jun Hao - Super sub!
4) Disheng - Living musical insruments + classical songs dominator!

When the clock struck at around 1.30+? Miow joined us, followed by the organizer. The encore of the day was Jay Chou's 以父之名...omg, so disappointed...I mean, it wasn't suitable.

Coming out from the karaoke, the team finally enter the main course of the day...as I mentioned ---> BOWLING DAY...Dion has set his own record at 203 points whereas the day's challengers weren't weak to beat the record.

Jun Hao showed his god light at the very ending game scoring 190 points, which I think will soon surpass the record holder of MEHSI...well, at least a hot prospect is there to overcome the score. Like usual, I am still the weakest one...does not matter as long I enjoy the games right? =D

Arcade, a usual place for teenagers to hang out. I never say MEHSI gang is very serious very serious in holiday...so, we went there. Like the old days, we played photo hunts, a table-tennis like game (>< tak tahu nama) and Daytona racing game? Gosh, what a lousy car racing game...experience it yourself and you will do the same thing like me...never approach the machines again...

So called sniper king, Dion stepped up and showed his sniping skills at a sniper gaming machine. Eventually, it wasn't amazing AT ALL...but sooner, he got better. I really dislike the inventor of photo hunt because the photos were 90% sexy, hot ladies, which distracted everyone's mind. I promised that, unless you are a nun or monk. That would increase your attention and focus percentage.

Everyone went hone after going arcade. It was quite a new thing to try out. Do not miss it out. Join us next time...if you let some air planes go, you know you are paying unimaginable opportunity cost!

Jack Ying

Holiday = Dating !!!

2008-12-10T05:28:00.000-08:00

When exam of a semester ends, it's time to enjoy the holiday even though you didn't work hard in the very first place.

Roar, what I mean is what I am now...one week has gone, and I did nothing at all. Like usual suckers = sleep, eat, drink, watch TV, shower...*keep looping this music of life.

Only do I came to realized that I have not been updating my blog for quite a moment...that describes my life...haha

Hmm...I went to cousins' house to have some fun since I haven't met them for such long period. They went participate in local annual Chinese chess tournament...haha, I miss those time a lot. My abilities in playing Chinese chess dropped majestically! Sob...T-T sad story...anyway, they won again...proud to be the *cousin* too~~heh

I was too bored to spend on this holiday...but it seems passing at the speed of light because it has been already 1 week...

My sisters urged me to watch a movie with them ---> twilight...why? o.0 they wanna see the handsome guy...while I am going after the pretty girl.../gg

Anyhow, I didn't have this chance to watch with them, so I went dating lor. Went to nearest Leisure Mall with Sheng Ko for a date...haha, we are pretty good couple ya know? keh~keh~keh~

Whoa~the girl is really pretty and the movie was pretty awesome too~you should try watching the movie guys~

*当你绝望的时候，是恶魔的源头*

Sign off...

Mr Jack Ying aka Legend Play =]

FINAL Exam !!!

2008-12-01T03:35:00.000-08:00

First of all, congratulation to KK the new member of KYGTs I supposed. He finally has a blog. All the best. But hor, he is damn geng one leh~ get so many hits in such short time. Keep it up ><

oh my god, final exam of my 2nd semester is being carried out. I have already had 2 subjects done...so, 2 down, 2 more to go. FUIYOH~~~staying up late at night without studying and rushing at the last minute before going into exam hall is really challenging enough. Hahar...I am lazy, that's why.

Supposely I should have 2 days to study fot the next subject. However, I have all trauma in opening the book...even looking at the cover made me sick. T-T gau meng ar every dailouz out there...>< Weng does not need to save me ler...not char-ing me is already a good news. =P

haha...everybody is updating their blogs. Nonetheless, everyone has good content. I have to say that KK's blog attracts Miow because Miow only visit for the sexy pretty girl pictures only...heh~pervertised Miow...no more medicine to cure le...guys, let go our breath la (translate to cantonese plszz)

Okay...I have to enjoy my dinner and continue (*start actually*) reading...wish me luck ><

Sign off,
Mr. Jack Ying aka Legend Play

Annual Ball Ends, Nightmares Starts!

2008-11-23T20:56:00.000-08:00

gosh...I was back at home at 2am after the ball ended. HMC Annual Ball 08'. It was 1 week ago since the ball fucntioned. Well, like the TARC students who went to this SBS night party thingy, I had fun too.

I was one of the committee members for the annual ball. Everything was tearing me into pieces before it succeeded. Haih, now you see, this is the nature.

Gosh, unlike the KYGTs...I couldn't manage to spot out some or even 1 hot + pretty girls...even though they were some, but all being occupied. I was tearing in my heart then...lol

Had a great night. But I was very tired at the same time. Couldn't help right? perhaps Miow is right...ask numbers before you regret!

I did regret on something...lots of things happened in the following week. Luckily I didn't lose it. I would cry and lock myself in the room if I did. =)

Well...nothing really bother me for time being because...---> FINAL exam starts from this weekend!!!!! while, Wing Ho said he is coming HELP to char me...omg, nightmare betul le...zzz

haha...take care guys. I wish I have time to spend with all of you.

Sign off.

Assignment+Presentation+Oral+Final Exam = DEATH

2008-11-17T01:28:00.000-08:00

Staring at a pile of papers that are full of information while hearing clock ticking every second is really a torture. In addition to create amazing stuffs from paper materials as well as finishing assignment and oral presentation script, I can't present you a word to describe the horrible situation.

So, assignment + presentation + oral + final exam = DEATH for sure. I can't even spare time to court some girls out. WHAT A SAD STORY...

Arghh...I am having a massive load of stress for current being. Nothing seems special since I was busy.

One case la...manga babe, the IGN used by Darren. This is really a whole new revolution to MEHSI's sac the KYGTs...funny one.

What else? haiyo...susah gila. Oh yeah...Disheng studies like a mad bull (cow can't be used for a male) for his coming examination. Never seen him so serious since form 1...he is very gifted one leh~~perhaps we share the similarity that is laziness =='' aduhai

Aduh~~aduh...kena buat kerja sekarang...jikalau relek skit, habis aku tau!

^^ take care. Legend Play.

Tag by Felix the Wing Ho

2008-11-14T09:56:00.000-08:00

Wing Ho, is really one of my best friends. When he left for national service, the situation was like torn apart, made me unhappy. Now he has been back for quite sometime, and his blog is once again alive for some unidentified reasons. So, lets not further crap and start doing his tag.

::instructions::Never see the questions before you arrange the names
-all mentioned below are (not on purpose)

TAGGED
1. Wing Ho
2. Jun Hao
3. Biiang Sheng
4. Songher
5. Disheng

1.How did you meet 1?
Through a bunch of friends.

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
This one...ok la 8.9...1.1 is for his char-ing my BO...so like that lor...but we are still best friends...T-T if he treats me so!

3. How long have you known 4?
Fuiyoh!...>5 years

4.How do you know 3?
Orientation...ice breaking. He was the only Chinese in the group.

5.Where's 5?
Ah~~~!!!this one I surely correct...he is sleeping!...note my time posted.

6.A fact about number 1?
Like to char my BO!!! perverted genius in disguise!

7. Who's 4 going out with?
Hmmm...he's going out with his family to holiday or buy things lar!!!

9.Would you live with no.3?
NO WAY...I want my girlfriend...

10.What do you like about no.2?
His MEHSI spirit wont let you down for sure.

11.Do you miss no.5?
Absolutely no...I will see him later what.

12.Would you make out with no.4?
I won't...but I doubt he will let me go. =P

13.What's your opinion on number 2?
He got the most excellent result in his semesters...what ya think?

14.What's your favourite memory with number 5?
HOIJIN la MEHSI!...copyrighted...

15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
Punch them right in their faces...well, that's the consequences for never asking me out also...

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Of course...we are best buddy.

17.Have you ever slept at 2's house?
Bodoh! I have never been to his house!

18.Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
Duh~~

19.Who have you known the longest?
No 3...why? wanna break our bond ar?! ask my intelligence before I tortune you! =P

20.What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
Impossible lor...but Nike says impossible is nothing wor...hmmm...I think I will probably help them announce they are gay. No need allowance for my job. Just enjoy the gay in the relation.

21.How often do you talk to 1?
Concersation x 0 for time being.

22.What about 2?
I see him everyday. And we are best friends too and if he takes me as too.

23.Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
Of course! BEST friend.

24.Would you go on a date with number 5?
We had once...haha roar!

25. Do you dream about number 2?
Yeah~~I dreamt of his success as if mine.

26.What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
He stepped up and told me...the highlighter does not start on top!!!

27.What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets?
Sacrifice myself let him char me lor what else? he perverted mah...told ya guys

28. What's 3's hobby?
Badminton perhaps?...Or I think he changeed to DOTA all time as well as GAP LUI la MEHSI...remember ajak me.

Bye now...go sleep 1st.

Annual Ball

2008-11-11T03:17:00.000-08:00

I really hate assignments, though they give me resurrection on hope to score a better mark. They just won't stop appearing in your mind. Haunt you everyday make you sleepless nights!

Well...combining with Annual Ball, this makes my life nasty ever since I was born. Of course, nastier ones will come, not now, at least.

So, these are the final 2 weeks I am gonna pass through and spend a week or two to examinations, in which determines my survival and death in people's eyes. Argghh...life's always that tough right? My academics are falling down like the song you always listen--->London Bitch is falling down...lol, London Bridge, typo =P

This Friday, I will attend my program's annual ball. I am one of the committee members, so I have to be there as early as possible lor...what to do har?!

Anyway, I have to head back to assignments now...T-T

*somebody save me!!!...nobody cares me...lol*

Ja ne!

Funny Interview

2008-11-01T11:22:00.000-07:00

Well, I highly recommend females to go to interview like below:

*look what I found on net.

Funny huh? =)

Laughter is the best medicine!

Kena Buat Tag

2008-11-01T10:25:00.000-07:00

Aduhai...susah hayat ini...semua benda macam tak ngam aje...apa-apa la. Ku kena buat tag yang kawanku bagi buat masa dah lama dulu...kesiannya, kesian ku! Mari tengok kepelikan aku...haha

Instructions:

1. google image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.
2. tag 5 people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.

Here it goes:

1. the age you'll be on your next birthday.

I will be nineteenth...

2. a place you want to travel to

Utopia

3. your favorite place

My home

4. your favorite food/drinks

Soya Bean!

5. your favorite pet

Siberian Husky for sure!

6. favorite color combination

Sapphire+turquoise

7. favorite clothing

I am a pure fan of casual wears.

8. your all time favorite song

梁祝 (any instrument does it!)

9. favorite TV show

Ragnarok the animation...

10. first name of your significant other/crush

No one yet, unfortunately...

11. which town do you live in?

Kuala Lumpur, well, never expect it looks such beautiful!

12. your screen name

Legend Play...TM, applies to Jack Ying only =P

13. your first job

Office boy aje...kesian aku T-T

14. your dream job

archaeologist...surprise huh?

15. one bad habit you have

Sleepy all the time!

16. worst fear

Losing my family members and friends.

17. thing you would like to do before you die

Lying in the middle of a big forest, feel the mother nature once again!

18. the first thing you'll buy if you get $ 1 million

Airline tickets x 7...

Tagging anybody who comes to this blog...thx =)

Forgetful...

2008-10-31T14:04:00.000-07:00

I seem to be forgetful, when things cramp into my mind in a short period...if it's important, to me though, I would never clean my memory up.

Saving your memory or maintaining sweet time in your mind is not easy at all. Sometimes, you may find yourself lost in memory and try to fill in the gaps...in order to make life easier, perhaps.

I find that when gaps are filled up, you are just stepping into your own Utopia. It seems to have nice events while unhappy moments. Why? you just filled your memory gaps up.

Good or bad to do such silly action? well, I provided my stand. When you fill these gaps up, miserable things happen more than usual, for sure. Or, ask the doctor...

I seemed to forget every moment in my secondary school time. When the key was given to me, I locked the room up. Eventually, I lost the key when I was in a forest, with my own mythical stories.

I am now lost. Like amnesia, no firm chances of the time used to recover. I stepped into the forest after coming out from the room. The forest, is meant to be a place for me to grow. But when I turn my head back, the door of the room no longer exists. I wonder why...

And so, I keep my footsteps on...oh well, I have just reached the beach where it located somewhere inside the forest. Sounds ridiculous? reality speaks better.

What a sea...I could see everything, but no route to cross it. It seems to be out of my imagination...so when I turn my head back AGAIN to find a way to avoid it, I just failed, instead.

No doors, no directions, nobody...only screeches of insects and hoots of owls can be clearly heard. Like man says, I really could hear a pin drop. Should I continue my journey, or live at the beach.

I failed, to be what destiny wants me to be. I failed, to be what the fate asked me to be. I failed, to be what I suppose to be. I failed, to find myself, again.

This is not an encrypted post which you might not, in such a case, high chances for you to be, understand what I posted. This is what my life is for current being.

Does the theory of stress apply?

2008-10-28T10:03:00.000-07:00

Clearly, stress happens all the time. However, when things come to an extreme, turning point appears, that is, things work another way round.

Okay...I know I suck. At whichever activities I participate in, I fail most the time. You might think, there are still many people out there having weaker mind and performances than I do...but I doubt, is victory always determined by an important element...the intelligence.

Intelligence always play its role in determining everyone's fate. Neither you nor I are granted authority to decide fate. I doubt, are scholarship receivers smarter in academics? Or, sports?

Neither one of them I am classified to. I am tired, traveling without seeing an end. Bear a possibility for the truck out of its track, the main issue falls on the driver. Tell me folks, if a reckless drunk driver drive a newly released BMW 6 series...or even more classy car...what will the outcomes be?

In the end, will the BMW reach its destination without a scratch? or the BMW is out of track?

I am lost in academics...I am doubting my abilities to be the scholarship achiever...I don't even see a spark in myself, then why did they spot one?...does fate play a person's life?...my judgment to it, yes...

I would loved to close my eyes. Leaving everything aside...and leave the world's turmoil. Retreating to ancient, might be my way...might it be?

Jack Ying

Mummified?

2008-10-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

Oh let me see...if this blog is already being populated by spiders? hmmm, I would like to justify it then, the blog was mummified.

I have been busy for always...though I know it is a bad reason given. Okay, beat me up for giving such lousy excuse.

I don't know how long it has been forgotten. As well, I don't know how long I have stopped progressing. Perhaps my distance to peer cannot be measured anymore. I have lost again.

While time past, the forbidden soul got intruded again. Why? why the soul is being summoned again? It was sealed during the mummification process. However, once again, could not endure seductions.

I guess I am not making myself clear. What am I doing again? Sadly to announce, the soul is again, laughing evilly. Where are all the soldiers who have been guarding the tomb?

Not even the mighty ones can assure the ONLY possible answer. Do you hear me...I summon the lord of Legend Play...divine master of all time who can purify the intruders and allows the capture of lost soul back to pure again...

Well, fellow friends, do you understand me?

Jack Ying, the lost soul

Holiday starts, as well as TRAUMA...

2008-10-02T02:23:00.000-07:00

Eh yo man, how ya doing huh?...must be feeling great when you see a new post of mine right?...sob sob, because I was darn busy nowadays for 2nd semester...so I apologize now kay? =D smile 1...

So, holiday starts for a week T.T, at least better than NO holiday to start clearing up my piles of homework on my table. Oh yeah~~, I love holiday. Thanks to Malaysia's government dudes...peace up!

Ehyo man, I was told to scrap my event off due to the lack support of HMC Annual Ball...omg talking about this making me headache again because I have no date...come on dude, girls also can, If you willing to be my date, I will....*secret*

haha...even though holiday mode turned on, I feel very exhausted recently. Got ain't no ideas dude...but badminton session still give me a call kay? =)

Huu~~...mehsi gang will give my blog another cool update soon...roaring now.

Cheez...smile oways!...bye

Never Say Yes

2008-09-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

Well, sickness matters as they crush over your well plans and you have gotta allocate time for other things again...so, never say yes to medicine

Thanks to illness that struck me not so long ago, I was sick for the last 3 days which eventually ruined up all my plannings for another nice weekend. Yet I managed to recover in just a blink of an eye...how amazing for my body =)

Anyway, I have an outing with Miow to the nearest famous Time Square. We spotted some very AWESOME rackets as well as HOT chix of course. Our radars are quite powerful okay?

However the situation got us up and down when the sky was crying perhaps due to his emotions. So both of us waited for a while in order to appear ourselves in Pertama Complex...where all the people like to go when there are MEGA Sales on going.

So we surveyed some shops and we decided to go back Time Square to get ourselves some nice outfit, perfectly made rackets...and we have this promise as to PAWN water-fish on this coming Saturday...huu~~

Since so many people are starting to invest in Chinese "masterpiece"...I may have another so call masterpiece up soon too~~...haha

Off...

Now I know

2008-09-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

Now only I know, that the seniors were not talking craps when they describe themselves in their 2nd semester...

Poof~~...already 4 weeks gone. Another 10 weeks to go and I am off to 3rd semester. When the teachers dumped all these assignments to me, my tears flew out without any reasons. All my minds is only setting to be at dream land...gosh! I AM SICKED of these works...but even god can't help me T.T

By the way...I am waiting to see how Liverpool can walk back with X number of trophies...if they can la!...not I have to remind them the strong chasing team like Chelsea, Man Utd and new boy Man City...haha Tottenham are out now...

I wonder would they feel regret when they see Jermaine Defoe scoring like mad against them...hahar! I am looking forward to seeing this match!

Luckily you guys are accompanying me...if not I won't be able to stay survive...haha

He's done it again...

2008-09-14T11:30:00.000-07:00

Well well well...when Manchester fans were crying over the defeat, there must be someone abroad in Asia celebrating with beers and snacks when he didn't see Liverpool walk alone. I beg you know who I am mentioning. Yes, you get that right, our beloved biggest Liverpool fan. An Xtreme one...

Yet again, I wanna tighten my statement that I am not offending him...but,

His writing style offended many others...while some others were cheerful when they could see all the BOMBastic words appear in that particular post. I could see the Reds winning the game as a bright start for them after suffer from several seasons of JYNX...yes, they always lose or get a draw for the first >10 games...

What can I say? Without Steven Gerrard and Spanish spearhead Fernando Torres, they were managed to achieve a winning after Ryan Babel the young subs went into the field and fired a killing goal.

I could see all the advantages of Liverpool in this match. Perhaps my eyes were blurry, Manchester United seemed not performing and this has 30% proved my statement in which they rely too much on winger Ronaldo.

Bravo for the blogger I mentioned who usually updates his blog after some big fight and victories for Liverpool. Speechless for sometimes. Nevertheless, he successfully described the Liverpool players like GOD...and I am doubtless to it.

Liverpool may won't walk alone, but I don't think they will walk far enough...=D

*NO OFFENSIVE MEANINGS TOWARDS ANY OF YOU WHO ARE LIVERPOOL FANS AS WELL AS MANCHESTER UNITED FANS...

Don't sue me...I have got no money (quoted from local artist)

My 19th Moon Cake Festival

2008-09-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

Hello guys...has been a long time since the last update. I won't state any reasons because I think I deserve your anger on this. Lol...

Anyway, today is my 19th Moon Cake Festival. Unlike last year or the years I have gone by, I felt a little different this year.

Usually, I play Tang Lung together with family or lighting up the candle my mom buys is really putting myself into a joy. Nevertheless, there will be no special feelings like the current ME...

I began to realize that I am no longer the OLD Jack Ying. The ways I think to the way I behave...gosh I have changed a lot and I mean it.

Just now, I went out for a great dinner. While at the same time, I felt a little loneliness, and that hurt me...perhaps my feeling was exactly the same like Chang Er, the legendary who stays at the moon with a cute rabbit.

I don't know where I am heading to...

What An Off Day For Me...

2008-09-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

Again no parking lots for me because the world follows only one theory---early bird has it...I went picking Jun Hao at LRT station and we were off to school...

As soon as we arrived, HOLY SHIYET!...like yesterday too, no parking places, at all. Well, I have to say those 'parkers' are really lousy and creative enough...some created a small space in which not even an ant can pass through...some are even awful, that they block the entire system...---> everyone retreat by U turning...swtness together both Jun Hao and me...

I don't bother being scolded or not because there isn't any place at all...finally just before they class started we managed to sneak a place...not illegal of course!

Went into class whereby every pair of eyes were staring at me because I was late...DARN IT! I lost pencil case in that case in which it contained a quite expensive one, hurt me!

T.T...I went to another very very serious Student Council meeting whereby we were not productive at all...haih

Then I went to class again...microeconomics. The lecturers started to ask questions and told us about the upcoming sudden test...what can I do?!

I MUST STOP PLAYING A FOOL WITH DOTA...NEVER PLAY ANYMORE! F**** YA!

Endless Love 缠绵的爱

2008-09-07T06:28:00.000-07:00

来自远方的你，操着沉重的步伐，迈向那只有乐园般的回忆，
凝重的表情，在你岁月人生添加了些少成熟，
你孤单的背影，只留下风雨后的成长，
你，依就是从前的你，也没什么变化，
唯独你那温柔的眼神，仍然凝望着幼嫩的我，
望我能急速长大；盼我有着傲人的成绩，
你的气势仍然惊人，但却依然包含着母爱般的伟大，
恐怕再也没有人能像你那样，
宽容的恕解，骇人的包容...
可惜的是没人懂得饮水思源，他们，还是选择了抛弃你，
让你只身一人地等待，让残酷的岁月慢慢地将你洗礼...

当我悄悄地转过疲累的身躯，我发觉，你的青春已不再...
我深知，你累了，和我一样...不再向想理会他人的眼光，
因为，他们的所说的话对我们已经不再重要，
而背后的真相，使我们曾经拥有，
拥有那他人不可能想象的美好回忆...
即使是血汗的曾经，或悲伤感人的以前，
你我都不厌倦...

我尝试与你沟通，
但一场梦幻的暴风雨却把我们给打散了...
你创伤的心灵，是我懊恼的过错，永远援救不了，
我和你的关系就犹如昨日被大风刮下的花瓣，被残酷摧毁，
就我返身寻找你，你二话不说，
宁静的回应，使我仿佛徘徊，徘徊在荆棘的道路上，
只能使着满身伤痕的疲累，哀伤地离你而去...

我仿佛又回到了我们分手的那一天,
绵绵的细雨无力地打在我身上，就好像是苍天给于的惩罚...
微弱的灯光以及无人的道上，像足了你我的悲欢离合的情形，
变的是你不再向我灿烂地微笑，只是黯然地默泪，
你热腾的眼泪,浇在我罪恶的身子上，为我洗脱那些对你的后悔，
我苏醒了...对你的感觉不再模糊，反而清晰地缓慢流露，
我带着你温柔的泪光，潇洒的走着...
走回到我们的昨天；去创造我们的明天，
好来延续我你的故事...
而这段历史不会后人去发掘，
因为你，令我懂得去继续我人生。

The Day We Met Again...

2008-09-03T10:08:00.000-07:00

So, the new college life started and it further puts me into a busy mode...even busier than the normal life I had...anyway, my secondary schoolmate was back to Malaysia to enjoy his long term semester break...

Since he was back for a limited time frame and we decided to have our MEHSI gathering at his house...wow, still looks newly renovated and gorgeous big house...I hope I can own one too, at least...haha

Due to communication and transportation matters, some of us were late to his house and arrived at about 10pm in which, our MOST active time in schedule...lol...after some food we then headed to the nearest cyber cafe for another STORMing session...we ended the enjoyment at about 1:30 am in the morning whereby Jason, the secondary schoolmate I mentioned caught a lecture by his dad...and I felt very sorry for him and his father...well, I will keep the time precisely in the next meeting~~...=)

Talking about the gaming stories which most of them did, I am here only to describe a little as I ain't a MASTER in this...haha...

We had DotA, CS and a big fight in attaining the position in MEHSI Hall Of Fame...well, I am quiet worried if they have already forgotten the trademark of us...the MEHSI~~rules!

Well...not to say I am escaping from the reality, I didn't play DotA for 2 months, seriously...so, I got pawn by many of them, and I am apologizing over here for not being helpful and cooperative enough~~...for continuously 2 games, I used Drow Ranger who appears to be my favourite hero now...I was quite okay in the 1st game and fed opponents in the next round...well, I did enjoy the games but somehow I got cheated and betrayed...well, I guess???...so, don't easily believe people words even they are DAMN close to you...as a lesson =D

After that we went ahead to CS where I managed to upgrade myself to kill at least one foe using only the famous handgun in this game...DESERT EAGLE...rocks! haha~~, I felt quite happy with my day because I didn't use heavy weapons...well, perhaps the degraded in this game as they play DotA very often?...guess so again =)

Got back to Jason's 'Mansion' and we started playing the XboX he owned for quite some time by playing our MEHSI gang favourite sports = FOOTBALL...I supported AC Milan and went mad scoring even though they are in the opposite way of performing...I mean, having such great players and still managed to lose to weak teams...heartbroken liao~~

Well, on the other hand Miow, who got commented by some of us went to sleep as he wasn't enthusiatic towards our favourite sports...perhaps the situation was too noisy, I guess he didn't sleep well in the moment...

After some big fights everyone of us clinched at least 1 victory for themselves and went to dream their love ones...some slept on sofa while some slept in the guest room. Jason & I went back to his room to take a rest in order to continue our 'JOURNEY?' the next day...well, my new friend, KK who was introduced to me by other origins of this gang joined us...he went online while all of us felt a sleeping worm in our mind...so he must have enjoyed surfing the net and went to join us in our dream land...

When I opened my eyes, the watch showed me the time in which insisted me over sleeping yesterday. Everyone got up and they started to play the XboX again~~...well, maybe they didn't get satisfaction last night?...while, Chew and I went managing our fantasy premier league game outside the room...

After warming up my brain, I went down together with my gang and walked to the nearest restaurant for a brunch (1/2 lunch + 1/2 breakfast)...then we seemed not satisfy with the lost we had and our steps went into the cyber cafe again...I can't deny, that DotA seems to be a part of us while some of them already forgotten the joy of HOIJIN we had during secondary school years...or some of them might just abandonned the joy?

Anyway, I lost tremendously again...sigh~~, that I couldn't catch up with these guys mind nowadays...then we called the gathering an end as many of them MUST go home to endure the freaking parents' mumbles...guess so 3rd time again? Haha...

It was raining after that...so Jason's dad drove Jun Hao and me to the nearest LRT station...we took a ride to Bandaraya where there are lots of sports shops selling badminton racquets...well, I guess, the 4th time...I am a little crazy about badminton now? Well...because of the Malaysian's winning in Olympic 2008?

Running in the rain brought me back a sad feeling as I flashed back the elder ones who have gone through much hardships running in the rain...then we drove our eyes in focusing the sports shops...I have a great day on SURVYEING the racquets...that fulfill my hunger of badminton...

Perhaps I didn't sleep well the last night as I was still chatting with Jason about his UK life when we were about to sleep...so I was terribly swinging my racquet without hitting the shuttle back to opponent's court...gosh~~I knew it, the uncles would laugh at me...yeah, those are critics, as well as some support that told me...this is the time I have to take my steps up in order to improve...

Then I went home with an empty stomach which kept making noise inside my car while I was way back...

The days I had in the gathering was happy and terrible as I have not got enough sleep during that time...so I went directly to sleep with unimaginable lethargy...

We have destinied to meet with each other,
We have tried to maintain and appreciate this speacial gift from god,
Before the day we meet again, we will be heading to our next destination,
Till the day we meet again, we will share the same sweet memories,
On a same road; at a same time,
In which, the history won't be wiped off easily,
In which, the legend has created,
About you and I; about us,
and our stories will never end...

Sign off...
Jack Ying

Historical Moment

2008-08-28T09:48:00.001-07:00

Like others who are doing some fine glowing over their games in whatever field, I finally can stand the same position as they do after the event.

Well, days are going very stress because the new subjects are just unimaginably hard for me...anyway, it can't be my 'road-block' to sustain success. So, I have taken Introduction to Business and Microeconomics as my elective subjects.

Sorry folks because I was handling new things that pressurize me together with events and jobs which keep suffocating me. All I have to say about my lifestyle now is OMG...Legend Play starting to lose his soul again...T.T

Okay, describing about this historical moment, I was finally officially declared as The Star Education Fund Award Recipient. Wow...you've never thought of it right? Anyway, compare to my secondary school peer, perhaps this is only a CHEAP-SKATE? Haha...I know I spelled it wrongly.

The event was yesterday at Easteen Hotel and I arrived there very early...well we were required to purchase a dark blazer for this event...will post it up in the next post...

So which means I have missed my classes...yeah that's really costly though the event is important...when I attended my classes this morning, I got so lost in both lecture and tutorial...never mind, I shall start learning to dedicate myself well with a better time management and better lifestyle...

Well, did I mention my results were awful enough to get my mom's fist on my face? Yeap...sadly I have another way round...she didn't even ask me about my results and that was heartbroken...what could I do?

well...I can't say I have put efforts into it even though I did for a little...as for this semester, I must work hard...!!!yeah...

I WANNA BECOME A NERD!!!

Lol...it's already 1 am...so ciaoz

Holiday Ends

2008-08-23T21:23:00.000-07:00

My holiday ends today and my new semester starts tomorrow. I selected the timetable online and once again to mention I have also checked my disappointing result. Well, this time I am going to strike all the subjects and make record, I mean it and I swear it...I know I can reach this deep down. Don't you think so?

So, I have had a boring holiday...I went to eat dim-sum with my family early in this morning...yummy~~!!

Well, I announce that the English Premier League giant is back...the eplscore is hitting back in your mind with frequent updates and more interesting critical reviews. What a happy news when I heard my sister has successfully (finally) set up the wireless internet connection that allows me to update blogs and eplscore more frequent.

Just now...I was quite down because Shevchenko, my hero is going back to San Siro...hee~~but when I remember you guys, I am cheered up again...I don't care that many events are going on, I shall fight on...you guys will back me up right? =D

Jack Ying

Orientation Day

2008-08-21T23:44:00.000-07:00

Man...being a member of student council in my course, you're gonna feel the pain in ass...because I kicked it myself!...T.T sendiri kicked sendiri's ass...making me wake up every early morning and drive to school, and I just didn't imagine that when I was wondering how the life would be in college...~~my dreams got suck up~~ *airless*

So another day to wake up early and drove to school for the new intake of HELP Matriculation Center August intake.;..welcome girls *I hope all are pretty beauty!*...roar! I led a team for campus tour...and there were approxinmately 3-4 gorgeous babe inside...WOW and I meant it, so damn happy.

The joy didn't continue when the fear came through my mind which I have to introduce myself and introduce the upcoming HOT events...did I just mention hot? girls la hot!!!

Today is a meaning day too, because I got my damn sucks results for the 1st semester...who can I blame? I didn't work hard and slept 24 hours in classes...I deserve that...errm, maybe I should blame on you? Yeah LA~~~you la made me online and blog, no time sleep and insomnia samor!...but I think I deserve a ~~TROPHY~~...the icy one.

Jack Ying

Off To Sposors

2008-08-21T08:40:00.000-07:00

When I got up this morning, all I knew I wasn't willing to wake up under such comfortable condition in which the early downpour gave a refreshment to yesterday's boredom.

Well...it has been a rainy day after all, when I bumped my car out of my house. Cool morning, I drove to school with lethargy and nearly got accident when I was yawning right in the middle of another high speed crowded highway...

With some traffic jam expectations, I arrived at school that left no parking lots to slot my tiny car in...another lucky miracle happened!...there was a guy drove his Waja out and enable me to reduce some time...I guessed so.

So...today's aim to HELP again was to find SPONSORS for the coming orientation day that's for the new intake...surely I will go, because I expect to court some beauties on the day...wanna join me? Prepare your fishing rod well k? xP

But in the end, everything went spoiled because my BOSS (not my perfume =.= I don't even have one) didn't show us the proposal and official documents needed...so, I guessed my partner and I have to do it next time...

So when I walked into our computer lab, there were 2 girls really got my attention...so unimaginable; so complete...well guys I am meaning about the display on the computers' screens...amazing! Tell you what, these 2 girls are a fan of fantasy.premierleague.com---a managerial football internet-based game...I couldn't see clearly, but I could barely peep through distance...their teams are complete, with stars who usually don't score many for the moment...haha

Anyway, back to home after "enjoyment"...and I worked my another event out...

Just finished watching The Apprentice, probably the last version but I learn a lot. There was one interesting quote I heard a minute ago:

Pain is only temporary torture, but pride is forever in a movie...like I always say, life's juz like a movie~~...

Nitez dudes...

Results Out Soon..

2008-08-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh...I am in a holiday mode and my phone is still the active mode, to deal with many many upcoming events...and the most important, this Friday is the day...for? To look at my results again la...Ish...

Hence, I don't have the time to spend with my precious friends...what a sigh that I have to work too in holiday!...fine, as long the events succeed in the future.

So...there was a person dislike about the U mobile ads posted in the last post...and I hope he can change his view in a different directions...

Done...proposals next...ciaos

I am sick

2008-08-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh...what a nice feeling back to blogging...

I am having a very serious fever now...darn it. It really annoyed my when I wanna go exercise and outing with friends in this semester break but what can I do?

I know myself clearly...every time my body attacked by fever, it causes me days to recover. Today is the 4th day and my sickness doesn't seem to have any turning point. Perhaps the defeat of Taufik, my favourite badminton player made my mood down.

Talking about Olympic, there are several sports I would like to see in the next Olympic in London which are bowling, wushu, etc. These sports are now famous and welcomed by people from all nations. Hence, I wish my wish come true?!...

I am going on a vacation to Thailand, NOT AGAIN?!!! together with my family on this Saturday. At first I though I would miss my badminton game, but now, I wonder if I can still participate in this trip. Besides, this Saturday is the Olympic bejing 2008 badminton men single FINAL leh~~!!

I hope I can recover fast so that I can continue my fight towards the delayed events of my college handled by myself. In fact, I would like to have some STORMING session as well as bowling again?...but not that lousy bitch who takes care of the counter again...

Off...bye

Yeah~~

2008-08-11T06:40:00.001-07:00

Exam is over...I am having fever now. OMG...so sad bu I have to say that, TAUFIK lost to this Malaysian old guy...Wong Chong Han! Ish...nvm he is still my hero.

Do you know U mobile...you should know! Their advertising videos can make you laugh your ass off...vote now.

Laziness kills me...seriously

2008-07-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

She moves away from me...is it because of my laziness? Or perhaps, my exasperations towards everything I am dealing with? Well I think, this is the possible one --- I am not serious in my life for everything.

She turns her back to me, secretly. Without expectations, she leaves me a clock...a digitized clock, showing the time, which I don't really remember when it is. Like internet pop-ups, those images appear again by unlocking themselves from the box, the box that I've sealed long time ago.

I could barely remember, the days she took care of me when I had some problems, no matter it was about anything, she would stand by my side. I know, truly from my heart, she has been waiting for that day, the day I walk into the hall, enjoying the audience's applause and receive the certificate from the honour one. Ever since I know my distance to the finishing line, my strengths can't support my muscles. It can't function anymore, I doubt. Peers are dashing to their future, and everyone passes beside me, leaving a lopsided smile to me. While, the others are chasing behind me, and I know there is one day, one day they will surpass me too.

I wonder when will the stones that have been tied up around my legs released. Once, I had wings that drive me to the end. When the next race started, I was again put up shackles...some heavy ones. I wander in the process of learning...whether it's her mistakes or my fault...It doesn't matter anymore...no more.

That day she bought me a soul booster...but it seems not functioning. She convinces me, nurtures me and urges me not to give up...and take my next step. I put my head down and now only I realize, I am out of track...standing in a desert...with nothing but sandstorms attacks.

Well, back to the lady I told you at first...she keeps watching me, without giving her hands to get me back...I am totally out from this race, am I?...When I am frustrated, I don't dare to look at her statue, her mighty knowledge freaks me...I am scare of her...sincerely I am.

Yesterday, she pointed me the way back to the race...but I saw many of my rivals have passed the spot where I am standing now. She showed me the way...and she wants me to pay her, something that I can't buy with money...efforts.

I have been weak long time ago...and I know, these 2 women love me, and so I am. The tears have dried, and left behind in the desert. They gave me another booster...a lively one, and of course, invaluable.

Mother, I know I've been disappointing you...slicing your heart with sharp knives, and demolishing your hope. Are those the reasons you retreat? And invested in my youngest sister? Perhaps...but I know, I won't be defeated. Because I am your ~legend~...now and forever.

Dear the precious one...I promise sins are not going to attack my minds anymore, not because I am having some remedies now...but the determination you've taught me, through my past. No matter how long will the journey continue, I know I can't give up...and I won't. Your nurtures are my strengths...my soul...my power to crush every blockage that trying to endure me from being reaching my goals...the thirst towards success.

I WON'T LET YOU DOWN ANYMORE...BECAUSE I AM YOUR SON...YOUR LEGEND...YOUR BELIEVE.

Jack Ying

I am tired

2008-07-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

I am really tired...I wanna have a deep hibernation to purify my mind off. The exam date is one step closer and at the same time, my enthusiasm is another step forward to zero.

Peer pressure does not seem to play a role in haunting me to not being hardworking,
I know, clearly it's my another self---the devil that hides in the corner of my heart chambers, where the soul is undergoing corruption...sigh!

My hard work pays nothing but to welcome the low scores in all exams. Does that call hard work even I study at the last last last second? There is a nightmare that haunts me for quiet a long time ( shh...it can hear you )...laziness, ever since I was a young silly child...I am being lazy, and I know, I can't get rid of this word out of my dictionary.

I dislike being a loser...because tasting the victory just put me on cloud nine...I enjoy winning. For me, failure is not an option...but I am always selected to be in this category. Out of xxx friends, I am the one who have no strengths in any specific field. Isn't that a match to my blog? Have I possessed any strengths? Have I owned any before?

For now...choices are not showing me their hands, I am still a childish one wandering in an unknown road...

Just a simple random post that suddenly appears in my mind...no worry, I ma the chosen one

Jack Ying

Tagged...again?

2008-07-24T03:10:00.000-07:00

Rules :
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

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I'm crazy about football

I hate sound pollution tsk..tsk thebest xP

I like to sing...T.T with my poor voice

I'm good secret keeper

I study at the last minute: the day before exam

I miss my friends and HOIJIN

I dislike presentation...everyone laughs at me!

I was the representative for tadika performance and screwed up...

I hate smoking, drinking and going after prostitute

I like ice cream a lot T.T that's the reason I am 85 kg++

I am someone weird...

I can't cope with my members now...now only @@

I am a master in everything: 50 50 only T.T

I am available! Congrats ^^

I miss chinese chess and igo!

Don't wanna tag people though must do...because most people have been tagged...

BuhBye~~~

One Fine Day

2008-07-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging again...what a nice feeling to be a spiderman *always stays at the web* haha...

Yesterday evening, I went to badminton at Pandan Lake Club again...OMG not on form...perhaps it was due to the shirt I worn...damn not comfortable...Ish! After that, Shengko came...then we went to take a shower and leave. Lembu Suci! You are thinking of something bad...>.<> CELCOM has no limit...haha

Yay...my sister agreed to purchase a wireless router under my mom's pressure. Wow...then I went to Jaya Jusco and buy, lazy wanna go Lowyat Plaza. Yesh!...bought a new formal T-shirt for next week presentation yeah! Wait..I catch some pictures let you see...if possible? >.<

Huu~~dinner time. I saw my old friend with his family too, just like mine. Shook hands and started our conversation...whatever also talk!

Then we sat back to our seats and enjoyed our meals.

......

Oh no...no time for preparation T.T, my oral presentation...BAKKUTEH? GAMBATEH!

Very tired ah...tomorrow only prepare my speech and PowerPoint presentation slides la...not my turn also xP...mine Tuesday fwahahawaha.

Signing off with muscles pain T.T

Jack Ying

A New Foudation

2008-07-11T01:30:00.000-07:00

U Mobile is a brand new telecommuniction company where the headquarter is really a step near to approach...at Berjaya Time Square...

This company provides just more than you need, neither 017- nor 013-...it's 018!!! For a typical Chinese who lives in Malaysia, 8 represents prosperity; hence, you may concern this plan?!

For a blogger just like me, I supect you would always want to blog all around Malaysia even though the hotel you go on a vacation doesn't provide you internet connection. With the wireless HSPDA internet connection provided by U Mobile, you are able to receive 1.8 Mbps average speed...if possible, 3.6 Mbps connection speed due to the right condition. Nevertheless, it makes you more confident and comfortable to blog all around in Malaysia.

So, try to sort yourself to fit into this new era of U MOBILE...increase your mobility, ensure your productivity...Why do I blog about this new telecommunication system?

These days I couldn't get wireless internet connection to get myself connected to internet for assignments, emails, FACEBOOK!!! as well as legendplay.blogspot.com. What a sigh for not sharing my experience and life with you guys along with my growth of mentality?

I have consulted my parents as well as my sisters who really want to get themselves free out of the devil's lock of broadband...hence, I have decided to purchase a package of wireless internet connection...variety of choices makes my head turning around and nearly, I fall. I am sure if the devil was to share her download speed with little angels like me?! haha...so I would rather gone for another choice.

Maxis together with Celcom do provide the mentioned internet connection, but I am not very keen to them as I would like to try new things...haha, man likes to sit on new chairs.

So, what about this plan? Guys...provide me some information pls? So that you are able to read the new updates everytime you log into the page ~.^

Saturday Night

2008-07-05T22:51:00.000-07:00

Phewww...after a whole day long class and test, I finally got home with a body without soul. Haih...luckily didn't do badly in the test. ^.~

Well...went home and rested for 3 hours if my calculation is right. Then I got up for badminton with MEHSI again...mehsi!!!very got form yesterday.

I didn't really play much with those APEK ANTY yesterday. Just dislike when they laugh sarcastically to you about your playing...darn it. So, I picked up a match with MEHSI members...double, KILL!!!

Haha...I did lots of mistakes, nearly caused Biiang and I lost the game. From my memory...I played with Miow after some games...wow that guy really cunning...nevertheless, strong enough. Huu~~done playing with him with a rubber set and won this rival at the end...GG pal!

Chatted with Biiang using short message system and went to meet my world soon after.

Sign off

B4 Class Starts

2008-07-04T16:55:00.000-07:00

Just a random post before my class starts at 8:15am today...T.T I have to wake up damn early and drive all along to school...luckily there wasn't any traffic jam early on Saturday.

Well...sorry guys I was suppose to post something about the special day but the wireless network just couldn't connect to the router...Haha I use neighbour's one...Shiii!!!

I guess I have no choice because what keep me suffocating are homework, assignments and examinations...weeks later I will declare my freedom---for 2 weeks after final exam.

I wonder if I have the energy to keep myself awake for badminton game later at Pandan Lake Club together with all my SIDONG...haha best friend la...weyh I keep on not improving leh why didn't you teach me!! @@

OMG time's up, I have to go to class now so bye bye.

Happy Birthday my prince

2008-06-27T09:26:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday my prince...you should grow more than you do.

OK, Set!

2008-06-25T12:19:00.000-07:00

Okay...I know I am demanding for sometimes...or even rude and emo @@...But I wish you to come and join us on this Saturday to relax yourself as well as making me happy please? LOL

Date: 28-6-2008 (Saturday)
Venue: Times Square
Time: 11am (at star bucks xP our official waiting 'room')
Activities: movie, bowling, sing k, cyber cafe, might well as dinner?

Guys...my birthday is on 28th of June...which is the mentioned date. Please come to join my gang if possible, I know it sounds demanding but I wish my friends can be with me on my birthday which most probably the most memorable birthday ever I will have.

TqTq...call me for more details...hehe sounds so formal hor? >,<

Sign off, Jack Ying

人的美丽一方

2008-06-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

人类是漂亮的一个族群，

皆是一班领导者，生活在世上。

或者，你可称他为“万兽之王”

歌艺，策略，样样皆行！

但，什么样的一个人才可被称为漂亮优秀的人类？

歌星，只是一群被崇拜的对象；
一个真正唱歌犹如黄莺般的人，是用全心全意投入在热爱的歌曲中。
他认真地歌唱，表演着自己所爱的歌曲,
排除旁人藐视的眼光，这方为真正的歌手。

美丽的女人,并非一般只懂得搽脂抹粉。
所谓的美丽，来自个身的魅力；
此红尘间，唯朴素的女人才称为美丽漂亮。

帅气的男人，也只不过是懂得凸现自身的样貌的一方。
所谓帅气的男人，应是对异性温柔体贴的生物。
非但如此，他也应包有坚强特异的个性。
此物，方为帅气之雄。

而聪明的人呢？
这可不简单？
优秀聪明一族，并非是通晓使用自己的才能，去到达自己的利益！
他们呐可是一些懂得发挥自身的才智，去保护自己所爱的人。
你说，他们可智力过人啊？

人就是这样，
可以从十个百样的角度去评理。
而我呢，就是一个简陋的种子，等待着诗人的歌颂，画家的称赞....

Sweet Day ><

2008-06-18T20:51:00.000-07:00

Ah~~...what a sweet day to attend my secondary school friend's birthday party...Joo ying's party on last Saturday. Sincerely, I apologize to this late post about it.

Hours before night fell, I had FINITE MATHS exam at Wisma HELP (damn freaking cold place!). Actually I didn't prepare for it. So, I was sitting for it with a regret yet fearful mood. Firstly I was so nervous and my right hand was shaking until the pen dropped! After reminding Swee Ann's 100% effective skills, which are to relax, close eyes and breathe deeply. Such a hard time to pass yo...

With the exhausted mind lying on the sofa, my body couldn't resist the comfy and hence, all are out of my brain control. Then my mom asked me:"are you going your friend's party?"

The word 'OMG' flashed through my mind when I closed my eyes for a rest. Even though the I hope the mind couldn't response to it, but it still did. I ran to take a shower with a lightning speed...quickly dressed up lengchaily...and waited at Songher's house, so as Disheng.

7pm...almost wanna died because I just couldn't stop yawning. Eventually Miow's Daddy's car has arrived. We filled the car as fast as if we were the robbers who come out from the bank.

Then...then, we reached Joo Ying's house. She pleased us with a welcome smile. We had BBQ, curry chicks, meihun and mashimaro (marshmallow). I tired to cook(BBQ) myself a hotdog while Mei Mei was busy cooking chick wings...and all of them were HANGUS! But I did one for Joo Ying too ><...Hope you like it.

Then we had games, water balls war and lots of fun things...if you didn't come for it, you MISSED it! Songher, Disheng and I were sitting far at the playground there to avoid their water balls attacks but we did KENA. Arrghh...whole body wet. Sent Joo Ying a sms, wish she likes it.

Alex fetched us back with his car and dropped us at a sport complex where my parents came to fetch 3 of us home later. Did we have some secret talk about our own progresses and things. Suppose we had another one, Biiang Sheng but he couldn't make it because he had ASEAN exams that became the obstacle for us to gather. Went home with a happy mood.

Despite tiredness...I managed to attend the party...glad to do that. Thank you everyone!

Sign off.

Mid-Term

2008-06-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

It is good enough to back to a familiar place, which permit no lies, no crime...nothing to pollute your mind as if just a blank sheet of paper with a great potential @@ WTH I am crapping ><...

I am sitting for my course's mid-term, which is the current fear that strike my heart...I have already sat for 2 papers...which I am unsure about my capability to score it with a flying colour...or, even a little colourful...

All this happens just in such a short time as they keep pressurize me...mid-term, events, assignments...I am dead man in this room. But no matter how, my friends are here to support me in any ways...my family, my only pillar to hold it...

Though I am tired...but I believe, I can continue my way...as Hercules mentioned in his disney movie: I CAN GO THE DISTANCE...but I begin to hate all the temptation around me...for Buddhist, those are the evil elements...for Bible, those are monsters kind of thing.

Yes, I don't want defeat...but I am fear of it...I feel very very tiny in this world. What moves me forward is my religion...and I am faith to it.

I wondered...if you could tell me I will succeed in my life, or not.

OK...time's up. Have to study now ><

Sign off...

Aiyoh

2008-06-03T05:50:00.000-07:00

Walau eh...what is so precious about assignments that can affect my exam marks?
I did my business proposal until 5 mid night on the day, and resumed doing it at school.
Next, I had English quiz that cost me 10% @@...
OMG...recently I have to prepare for the student council...as well as the up coming exams...Holy ><

Well...as Nic said: keep in touch

*Though the post is short, yet meaningful about myself recently.

Are you kind enough? Or are you money-talk people?

2008-05-25T07:21:00.000-07:00

I found these pictures in an online news from internet. Although I am seriously BZ, I am willing to post this content which I believe no one will do so! I have also read this from local newspaper...But I have to admit that, I am selfish. ><

T.T...how touch! Do you have the same feeling? The world is cruel. Somehow, there are many people willing to help. Although I am not someone who have diseases like him, I have to say that, I CANNOT DO THIS...even though I may have much more money than him.

Are you grandeur to do so? Sorry...I am not. However, I have to salute him. He is really a HERO.

So, I guess you are just another money-talk person, aren't you? Ask yourself!

Jack Ying

I am BZ

2008-05-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

Gosh...I am so busy dealing with my another assignment just after doing my Malaysian Studies presentation. Well, the teacher actually forgot about the presentation. Seriously, that made me went insane because I was preparing it for days. Arrgh!

The current one I am doing is a business proposal in Microsoft Word format. Well, I won't be having enough time to complete it because the due time is next Wednesday. OMGzz @@

Reading the newspaper gave a new emo Ying as every news in the paper is about earthquake occured in Sechuan. >< I hope I spelled it correctly.

Last weekend, I went out again with MEHSI gang at Leisure Mall. What else other than STORMING??? Shu Pin really improved a lot, and not every one appeared would have gunned him down in CS. Though nobody was interested in DOTA that day, KYGTs (Disheng, Miow, Songher, Chew?) created a game and played.

According to Mr.Disheng, he lost terribly in DOTA. I didn't hear him saying he is lousy and lost in anything, but deriving from Songher, he did. Well, Sheng Kor! You and I are the same that we usually lost in everything? Or, not good enough to compete. But this is normal, I have accepted it. Nobody wants to be a loser. Cheer up, we can do it. You'll never walk alone...frankly, I am not a Liverpool fan.

Hah...have to continue with my homework in the messy table you can ever found. Tata...Bye~~

Jack Ying

悲

2008-05-17T11:58:00.000-07:00

此皆吾笔无涉他, 非炫非傲吾文学, 只愿享及亲友群, 促以怜惜目前人.

佛祖曾言道：红尘众生皆平等也。

亦吾常悟之玉句。

然，此话正，亦误也，

今吾反此非无道，

皆因因果轮回误？

或因生理命运错？

天灾人祸不了躲，

旦夕祸福他遂由，

或存；或亡权谁有？

心不萃，道未灭，

怜悯慈悲皆一切，

有心无力非吾愿，

只盼残实离他去，

苦泪心流流不止，

惨况望他离抽去，

生死有别命由天，

亦吾泣；亦汝悲，

望他飘逸红尘四海，

勿恨勿怨勿伤悲，

早得解脱归西去，

但愿安息佑人世。

Others are different than him...totally

2008-05-15T12:35:00.000-07:00

He hasn't got any self confidence whereas others are boosted with tones of it.

He hasn't got any talents in any field that makes him absolutely quirky to others.

What the others have, no doubt he doesn't have.

Intelligence, responses, calmness, braveness and more.

No matter how hard he tried to be good in a particular field, he always rewarded with zero.

Instantly, he threw all his hopes away...far far away, and never thought of claiming them back.

Together along with friends, he often thinks slower...and response even slower than he could think.

He tried to give everything to his family, friends and himself.

What comes beyond the elements is his faith towards them.

He never betrayed...never asked for a break or other ridiculous things you could every though
of.

But, he truly understands. That the world can't be a place to give people justice.

Some people work hard, and they received the ones they requested. However, he isn't the one.

WHY? Perhaps God wishes people to have weaknesses and strengths differently.

Perhaps he hopes a person to live with no special. Or, that's the right to be a God?

He realized himself, but he couldn't find the real HIM.

He does know his talents, that are nothing.

He knew his mistakes, but he couldn't fight over his Doppelgänger, to behave like a zombie.

What is he? A living zombie or a man with no soul?

Is he the lost one found in a deep forest, where you could find no living things around?

He suspected he is...he told me.

Living in the forest and struggling for the truth...to continue survive, he has to...he thinks.

He is tired of living in the darkness of human, and exhausted in the unfairness around him.

Where is he now? Does this one exist?

He is lost in his life...no exits; no entrance as exits.

He, is the Legend Play...the lost soul in the dark.

As Busy As I Can

2008-05-13T09:08:00.000-07:00

I wanna make my life more terrible to be as busy as I can??? No way dudes...

These days I am having a really sick time as the college has given such much work to be done in a short time. Perhaps I haven't really 'adapt' myself to the new education system which I usually dislike to have a lot of homework where you need to brainstorm it.

Aiks...damn busy and no time for friends. Even if they are hanging out for storm or movies, I am able to show up once or twice. Gosh! I miss you guys!

There is always a solution for every questions, but who can actually solve mine by the way it couldn't be evaluated. Sob...even my favourite Trinity RO has been left away.

Tata...having another annoying morning class tomorrow...so, good nights.

Jack Ying, the lost soul

Bowling+My Idols+Orientation Nights

2008-05-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

Wah this blog almost gets FAT MOU already...sorry you guys. OMG lar damn stress in HELP now because those 1 lor lor @@ assignments and homework are pissing me off!...even though I am in the 2nd week only. -.-''

The TARC KYGTs had just siap-ed their 1st semester final exam on Wednesday, so the MEHSI gang was out to storm the front again! /gg...As a result we had a happy day on Time Square (I wish it was the America's TS) as usual.

Ish, my clock encountered a problem yesterday so I got up late. But then it didn't put me late because...there was one messed his things up and became late also...haha! Then right? We took train to TS.

......the first thing we did is to bowl like mad! Long time never played it so became a serious problems for all of us. But Sheng Ko off form like mad! Scored 100++...man! Where else all of us were off as well. Hah!

The Forbidden Kingdom welcomed the MEHSI family to enjoy the greatness of KungFu!...everybody was KungFu figthing....those KungFu faster than lighting...wo oh~~...hahaha!!!

The movie was damn nice man!!! Jet Li's each strikes using the stick, Jackie Chan's drunken fists...as well as Liu Yifei's gorgeous face and her styles while fighting! Woo~~, haha! Yeah both Jet and Liu are my idols. Arrghh...nice story...picturesque scenery! I wanna watch it again.

Well then we moved to the TS arcade and played the basketball shooting crazily because we had lost our money to the photo hunt...Ish! But we nearly broke the machine's record...all by 5 MEHSI heroes!

DONT FORGET TO USE MEHSI HEROES WHEN YOU ARE PLAYING DOTA YAY!

I went back earlier as I had to attend the HELP orientation night hold by the student council. I was an early bird when I reached the venue. The condition was just satisfying as the food served is not sufficient for comers. Lets talk about the performances during the night. There were band, singing, HELP fear factor as well as a Latin dance performance.

Yeah, it's good to see friends in any time. I met Ru Jin yesterday and chatted for a while. Hey! She grew much taller. Luckily I am still able to declare myself taller compared to her...Nah, just joking...hehe.

Eventually went home after the 'DISCO-DANCE' I named it because there were no lights and people were dancing as if they were in the disco. What to do? I didn't know how to dance and had to shake and shake my body...Ah! So awful.

Walau yeah...so tired lar, good nights. Oh yeah, I hope you don't mind about the length of this post^^

Jack Ying, still a lost soul

Another Tag Questions?

2008-05-03T10:33:00.000-07:00

Oh man...long time no post already, feel very guilty ar!!! Sorry okay?^^. I have a lot to post leh, but firstly I will do the tag by Biiang Sheng. I guess you also wanna know more right?
But I am so tired leh...nevermind. Because next week can hang out with KYGT already. Hurray!

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5people.This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..NO CHEATING!

1) Sheng (Biiang + Di)
2) Jun Hao
3) Songher
4) Jun Ying
5) Wei Yu =X?

DONT READ AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED THE TOP

1. How did you meet 1? ( Biiang Sheng & Disheng )
Well, it was still so fresh in my mind. I met Biiang on the first day of SBU orientation while Disheng was another friend met in Moral classes during form 1. Yeah, they are my best friends!

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1? ( Biiang Sheng & Disheng )
What else lar?! Of course 11/10 !!!

3. How long have you known 4? ( Jun Ying )
Since the day we entered the same class in 1 Amanah. Thanks to him to make me grow, seriosly...

4. How do you know number 3? ( Songher )
Just like Disheng...Moral classes. Nah pure discount for you---Nicholas as well.

5. wheres is 5? ( Wei Yu )
o.0...HELP's hostel sleeping I think.

6. A fact about number 1? ( Biiang Sheng & Disheng )
A fact ar?...Hmm, they are willing to listen to my problems. Guys you are not going to BAU LIU hor?

7. Who is 4 going out with? ( Jun Ying )
His girlfriend lar of course...

8. What does 1 do for a living? ( Biiang Sheng & Disheng )
Let me think...playing CS and earn gold in DOTA? Perhaps vending in RO Trinity as well? But I think hor, they can be badminton coaches. XP

9. Would you live with number 3? ( Songher )
Don't want lar...later his girlfriend slaps me I ma FISH?!

10. What do you like about number 2? ( Jun Hao )
Yeah I like this guy because he hangs out with me most time. Nice guy, just a little bit of playful? Always CHAR people OMG!

11. Do you miss number 5? ( Wei Yu )
Yuck...definitely no, because we almost meet everyday in college.

12. Would you make out with number 4? ( Jun Ying )
I ain't a gay...but available for girls ^^

13. What’s your opinion of number 2? ( Jun Hao )
Once he was very very evil in my mind because always annoyed by him in Form 1...but when we got to Form 4 he changed a lot...Not bad huh!...and now we are best friends, you think so hor JunHao Wakaka XD?

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5? ( Wei Yu )
Wei Yu ar?...during the highlighter revolution in SBU time...this guy gunned down me many times lor! Haven't got a chance to make a revenge also...-.-" Oh yeah, I was very happy when we had a trip to Genting also.

15. What would you do if number 1 ( Biiang Sheng & Disheng ) and 2 ( Jun Hao ) were going out?
Of course go along lar...we always go out together one /gg

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5? ( Wei Yu )
Yeah...not very clear about it already...virus attacked my memories.

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house? ( Jun Hao )
Never been to his house also...so?

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot? ( Songher )
Hell ya!...more than my sisters.

19. Who have you known the longest?
Biiang Sheng, slightly more days than the others mwahaha

20. How often do you talk to 1? ( Biiang Sheng & Disheng )
Nearly everyday.

21. What about 2? ( Jun Hao )
Same same. Same college also...=.=

22. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend? ( Songher )
Yaya...but not gay. A friend who I can share my secrets with. Shinjite man!

23. Would you go out for a date with 5? ( Wei Yu )
OMG??? Once again ar, I ain't gay okay?

24. Do you dream about 2? ( Jun Hao )
No wor...sorry ar, I don't dream usually. Haihzzz...

25. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget? ( Jun Ying )
Brought me up in my studies and gave a hand for >5 years...I treat him a best friend as well. Very very...

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget? ( Biiang Sheng & Disheng )
Weiyh...I tak tau wor! Too many already, brain memory fulled. Buy me a new RAM lar!

27. What's 3 hobby? ( Songher )
Luckily I know. He likes to swim, badminton, basketballs, CS, Dota @@ too many beh tahan.

Eh, those people already done the tag wor...hmm

1) Swee Ann
2) Miow
3) Jun Ying
4) Jun Hao the sun shine backside boy, emo gayy
5) Yeah...Mei Mei because I remember her funny url address.

Aiyoh, yawning till OMG, tears also come out already. Sweet dreams!

Jack Ying

Postpone

2008-04-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today, no posts...because, went back home very late and very tired with a little of laziness...Will be reported tomorrow...

Nitex!

Jack Ying, is the soul lost no more?

University Orientation

2008-04-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

Yoozz....I am so freaking tired now! Got up in the early freezing morning and dressed up. Hmm...I think I have leave a good image to the girls in the same course...LOL!!! XD

I thought I was very early for the registration but actually I was counted as 'LATE'...got brochure and everything needed and went to the theater for orientation welcome speeches. I saw my SBS friend and Kok Peng who skipped his National Service, so cunning huh?!

Haha...had a great lunch after the campus tour at Mc Donald which cost my wallet to bleed seriously. I met two other guys which are 100% LaLa and Ah Fei Cai!!!...don't wish to group with them later on.

During the speeches after the lunch break, I was so sleepy because the professor who was talking was a bit serious. How poor...but I got my energy boosted back when I lifted my head and saw this gorgeous girl...perhaps the makeup was too much...I don't know lar!

......I can't choose the time of my subjects I wanted...because the slow internet connection in the hall!!!...ISH XD...eventually I ended up to wait for my dad approximately 45 minutes...how tiring!

I am having an early class tomorrow...so, sweet dreams and nights. Not to forget to thank to my loyal friends who wish me all the best sincerely...thanks again

Jack Ying

Reborn

2008-04-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

Yay...I will have myself reborn tomorrow morning. No more working, fooling around, and games...So, tomorrow I will be having my college starts at HELP University College in Foundation of Arts. Perhaps I will be busy and have lesser time for MEHSI storm gathering.

SBU had had an official ceremony upon excellence performance academically. I was so surprised to be invited as one of the prize receiver. I tried my best to wore the smartest I could to the ceremony.

What a great feeling to back to the school...I miss SBU very much actually. Chatted with friends, and camwhore? Haha~~...I was damn happy to hear my friends' laughter again. That cheered me up, really. After waiting for quite a long time, we had our prized given and tea break. I rushed back to home and met up with MEHSI 10 minutes later for STORM at the Cyber Cafe.

Damn it man...we LOST in De_dust2 and de_dust again...and again!!! Oh my holy dolly molly gopolly monopoly. Ish...

A boring afternoon after went back to home. Watched TV, listened radios...and finally, badminton time...yes! But I shouldn't go actually...sitting at the bench watching them playing as if I am a bench warmer in football.

Sheng Ko the Man Yoo crazy asked us for a MAMAK football watch. We drove to the nearest store and enjoyed the best Premiership game---ManYoo vs Ceeloosy. Woohoo...Ceeloosy won! Michael Ballack rocks! Haha...hope I am not boring you.

......exhaustion interrupted my mind, prepare for a sweet dream attack!!!

Wish me luck in my new life >< XD...Nites, guys!

Jack Ying

Preparation

2008-04-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

So, went out to buy the needed items for my college. Hell ya! I will start my college next week in the HELP University College...so, hope to see you there XD

Jusco la...Sg. Wang, Times Square, you name it...I went to these shopping centers together with mom. Not to say I have bought a lot, but just a jacket and a pair of shoes...no matter how boring it was, I enjoyed a lot, because...*you know it

Unlike Songher, I didn't snap any pictures of the items bought. Sorry for that, I am a photo-maniac?!

Gosh...very tired ah, have to sleep now, if not there'll be a panda tomorrow morning.

Don't forget to give me a call just like the WHITE CHICKS...Shopping~~~

Jack Ying, the lost soul

Another Peaceful Day

2008-04-21T10:01:00.000-07:00

Just another peaceful day without any protests during the travelling of the Olympic torch. But for me, this is just a normal day without wars, terrorists and protests in the area I'm living.

Because I had my job done, my holidays began today. I got up quite late today because I was enjoying leveling my online game character ^^. After having my 'breakfast' =.=, I received a letter from the postman. It was my dad's name but I opened it due to curious. Oh my god!

To: Mr. Ying ** ****
From: SMK Seri Bintang Utara

Hmm...did I do something wrong to the school? Playing highligter? Formed a MEHSI gang?...no way. The letter got to be kidding me stating that I actually get this opportunity to be a part of the Anugerah Cemerlang in best SPM result award. Gosh~~, I called up my friends and asked about it.

Approaching 2pm, I went to SBU to ensure the letter. Coincidently I met up with Jun Hao the HOIJIN 'president' and Wei Yu who wanted to go paktor with his girlfriend. We went to the office, library and even volleyball court. And eventually I ended up to go home alone...so lonely~!!

Mummy (not the pyramid one) let me drive to my aunt's house for a tea break. I was quite happy but my mood got interrupted when my mum mumbled again beside me...haihz. Anyone willing to give me some compassions?

On the way back to home, I went visit the doctor's. Again, the god was having his shower, and made my shirt wet like Oh my holy mama...Due to the weather, you should take care more about yourself, and don't get ill...please!

IF NOT YOU CAN'T VISIT MY BLOG POSTS BECAUSE OF THE ILLNESS...hahaha!

Jack Ying, the lost soul

Storm The Front

2008-04-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating the blog since last week. I had a great load of work in the office to complete with. However, I won't be carry on with that kind of life for quite a long period anymore.

Yesterday was a meaningful day. It was my last day to work in the office, as well as the first day to my 1 week holiday. Yeahoo~~~

Although the MEHSI gang is going to have their 1st final examination in the college...they still came out and we had a cyber cafe time. HOLY SHYET?!

Around 1.30pm we had had counter srtike and the famous DOTTA which I am just the beginner of the game in the GameBox cyber cafe just the opposite from Leisure Mall. In de_dust2, we had a tie that HELP won the first round whereas TARC won the second. Then we 'storm' in cs_assault map. Basically, the HELP team pawned the TARC no matter which side we were. However, the TARC players were greatly performed in the DOTTA session where the HELP team was lost...with pride.

After the gaming we have CHU CHEONG FUN as our lunch. It was located in the opposite from Leisure Mall as well, but it wasn't cheap...*not recommended to have your lunch there XDXD*

Thanks for giving such a great day with friends MEHSI...

Jack Ying, the lost soul

Technology World

2008-04-13T06:27:00.000-07:00

Whoa!!! I am very tired...because I went the PIKOM PC Fair yesterday in KLCC Convention Center. That was my first time to PC Fair...quiet happy actually ^^

I finished my job and stepped out of my office at 1pm. After having my lunch, I sped up myself and dashed to the nearest train station. *tick...tick...tick...~~*, after such a long time, my friends who we came to an agreement to be at the station 2pm. I nearly got fed up!...Each train passed by, I would turn my back and hoped to see their appearance in crowd. But I was disappointed each time. Waited and waited and waited...13 trains in an hour time passed by. Finally, I met up with Biiang Sheng and Disheng at 3:04pm.

Fine...no mood talking about their reasons for being late. Alright, we walked as fast as a horse to reach KLCC asap.

Around 4:15, we started to be a new member in the sardin can of the fair exhibition hall---squeezing through people. Hmm...there were many products in the first room we went such as MP3, MP4, ink cartridge, wireless network sign up...Biiang Sheng went to search for a graphic card while Disheng was searching the cheapest ink cartridge.

While walking and peering at items...*err, sir, are you interested to buy this cheap and fun online game package...???*. I nearly fainted after lifting my head up to look at the promoter. She is so so so pretty and mature!!!Oh my god, I nearly couldn't breathe on the spot...no words can I define her currently. I nearly bought the package as I promised her to buy after seeing other things. But sadly, I didn't do that in the second round because there was a very annoying 'fly' model kept asking me to buy. So, I have got no chance to speak with the girl I wanted to. T.T,T.T,T.T,T.T,T.T!!!!!

Then we joined Miow, Swee Ann and Joanna. Joanna went back after a minute we met. What else? Continue "shopping" la MEHSI??? About 6pm, we joined Songher and his 2 TARC seniors.

...after some of they left, Biiang Sheng, Disheng, Songher and me went to other exhibition hall for more IT sensual demand. There were many many desktop and laptop available in low price which my dad didn't believe me after I told him about that. How sad?!

Dell, Fujitsu, Acer...you name it, I don't have it but they have XD. When I arrived at the Panasonic booth, I glanced a very familiar face. Who was she? Have I met her before?...the world is so small...that was Kah Ern's elder sister with flyers in her hands. Biiang Sheng recognized her and we chatted for couple minutes.

Went back after the chat and arrived at train station at approximately 8:30pm. Although I didn't buy anything but it was really a very good experience. Don't forget to call me up for the next fair, MEHSI guys!!!

That's all...quiet long hor?...I hope I am not making you to feel bored. Haha...have to sleep soon to see that girl mentioned! Bye~~

Jack Ying, the lost soul

It's Coffee Time!

2008-04-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

SORRY for the late update due to my heavy responsibilities towards my jobs. This week there are lots of customer requesting this and that and I am really SICK with them.

I can merely remember that last Sunday was a rainy day. My family and I went to the famous Old Town Coffee Shop. Haha...definitely it was for relax, Haa~~. Although this shop is lousier than Star Bucks...or Dome, but it does provide me a very comfortable situation, at least before it rained cats and dogs.
I thought the place will be 'engulfed' by the flood. Fwahaha...just pulling your legs. But the water level really rose a lot and it made me missed my favourite TV show---GUESS GUESS GUESS where I can see a lot pretty and hot girls in the show. Wait a minute, I am not a pervert like you...haha!

Hmmm...was I having an illusion or what? I felt the world is sloping to the left side?...*PAK...BRAK...BAK!!!*, Oh My Holy Dolly Molly Gopolly Monopoly!!! The chair which I was sitting broke and I fell for sure. #$%**(&!%$@#^!!!...Sorry for disappointing you, the incident happened mainly not because of my weight.

It hurt my right feet leaving me an awful scar...T.T,gosh that's my most attractive spot on my body to seduce girls...LOL...it really hurt, believe it or not!

After the rain reduced, we move out from the shop quickly to reach our car as fast as possible. And of course, we paid already LA!

What a sad day...because I was so stupid didn't claim for medical fees!!! Haha...

Jack Ying, the lost soul

Car Test Trial

2008-04-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

As promised, I am writing a post...I miss blogging very much T.T...

I took lift on Monday for car test trial. The car instructor brought me to a very peaceful KAMPUNG!!! It gave me a Deja-vu for being there.

That stupid came 30 minutes late...made my mom went furious. I went practiced for 4 hours. Oh my holy moly dolly gopoly monopoly!!! The day was damn hot while I had to stay in the blazing car. Parking, 3 point turn and 'BUKIT' are the main component in the test as well as on the road car test.

Boring shit!!!

Well...next lets take a look on Shu Pin's car instructor. He was actually teaching one of an alumni of SBU same batch as us. However I don't know what's her name =.="...

***You won't be thinking to be a car instructor anymore.

Am I right? Fwahahaha...

Snapped a picture while waiting for my turn.

I am having the official test by tomorrow...so have to sleep earlier...

^^ Bye~
Jack Ying, the lost soul

Quick Posting

2008-04-02T04:53:00.000-07:00

This is a quick post before I go for shower. I just got back from office. Today is a cold rainy day huh?...don't know why, got a strange sad feeling whole day. Mood was down.

When I was sitting in my sister's car heading home, I saw a rainbow beyond the sky, staying over there lonely only after rains. I became happier when I peer through the cloud for the beautiful but not long last rainbow. Just like human's life...we are always like a rainbow right? Haa~~...

Have to go office later because work is waiting and waving it's "hands" welcoming me...T.T

Bye and take care.

Jack Ying, the lost soul